I still have this...
...and it makes me smile.
:))))))
...and it makes me smile.
:))))))
Get smarter for a greater cause!
This website has made it so that they quiz you on your vocabulary and for every word you get correct, they donate 10 grains of rice to the hungry. "10 grains isn't that much???" you might say... but well, the point is that you continue to play and it adds up when loads of people are clicking away at this. So, while you're feeding the hungry, you're learning all sorts of new and interesting words and building up your vocab. How can you go wrong? Visit it, spend hours on it and then pass it along to all your friends.
:))))))
http://www.freerice.com/index.php
:))))))
http://www.freerice.com/index.php
Left or Right?
I just don't know which way to go....
:(((
....and you're not giving me any reasons to choose your way.
:(((
....and you're not giving me any reasons to choose your way.
It hurts and I can't remember sunlight..
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Ok. I am officially disappointed.
I was so beyond excited when I heard that Early Winter was going to be Gwen's new single because if you don't already know, it's my favourite song off the entire Sweet Escape album. It's so beautiful.. It really is a gorgeous song. I've had it playing on my xanga for about a year now if you want to hear the entire song (go there for those who know the link to it.. otherwise. tough titties). Ok.. so, what can I say. The video is out.. and much like the 4 in the morning video.. the Early Winter video leaves a LOT to be desired. Well, sure Gwen looks fabulous in it. We already KNOW Gwen looks fabulous, we don't need to reassert that anymore than it already has been. So.. what's my problem? Well, with such a beautiful and profound song like this one, it lacks a storyline.. just more Gwen rolling around and being her pretty little self. For those who just want to see Gwen looking fantastic.. you shall not be disappointed.. this video will have you most excited. But... .i want a storyline..when you're able to do so much with a video.. why not do it? I want a storyline.., a really dramatic and sad one full of despair and aching and all other sorts of painful and melancholic emotions.. because that's what the song's about. It seems promising at first with the dood thrown in there making it seem like there's going to be some sort of love story happening.. but alas.. no.. there isn't. Just Gwen frolicking with the boy and rolling and giggling on the floor. Loads of Gwen close-ups and more Gwen rolling about. I'm so beyond disappointed and I was really hoping for a lot more than this.. especially with my huge disappointment with 4 in the morning. To make matters worse, they've cut several parts of song short.. yes.. they're cut short. why? well, i haven't the slightest idea why.. and frankly.. i couldn't care less. This is one video i do not care to watch.. and I'll just continue to listen to the song on its own. It's still my favourite song.. and if you get a chance, listen to the full track on its own, sans video.
Here's the video. Let me know what you think:
I was so beyond excited when I heard that Early Winter was going to be Gwen's new single because if you don't already know, it's my favourite song off the entire Sweet Escape album. It's so beautiful.. It really is a gorgeous song. I've had it playing on my xanga for about a year now if you want to hear the entire song (go there for those who know the link to it.. otherwise. tough titties). Ok.. so, what can I say. The video is out.. and much like the 4 in the morning video.. the Early Winter video leaves a LOT to be desired. Well, sure Gwen looks fabulous in it. We already KNOW Gwen looks fabulous, we don't need to reassert that anymore than it already has been. So.. what's my problem? Well, with such a beautiful and profound song like this one, it lacks a storyline.. just more Gwen rolling around and being her pretty little self. For those who just want to see Gwen looking fantastic.. you shall not be disappointed.. this video will have you most excited. But... .i want a storyline..when you're able to do so much with a video.. why not do it? I want a storyline.., a really dramatic and sad one full of despair and aching and all other sorts of painful and melancholic emotions.. because that's what the song's about. It seems promising at first with the dood thrown in there making it seem like there's going to be some sort of love story happening.. but alas.. no.. there isn't. Just Gwen frolicking with the boy and rolling and giggling on the floor. Loads of Gwen close-ups and more Gwen rolling about. I'm so beyond disappointed and I was really hoping for a lot more than this.. especially with my huge disappointment with 4 in the morning. To make matters worse, they've cut several parts of song short.. yes.. they're cut short. why? well, i haven't the slightest idea why.. and frankly.. i couldn't care less. This is one video i do not care to watch.. and I'll just continue to listen to the song on its own. It's still my favourite song.. and if you get a chance, listen to the full track on its own, sans video.
Here's the video. Let me know what you think:
Are you my friend?
Hello, my name is Giuseppina..and I'm a sing-a-holic.
haha.. yah..there's no other way to put it. and to top it all off, I'm incredibly obsessed and addicted with this karaoke site called singsnap.. I have over 200 recordings on there. Some videos too..some damn hilarious videos too with props and wigs and friends and sisters.etc. haha always a fun time.
: )))))
Anyhoo, I just found out i can link them onto sites and stuff.. so, i'm gunna post the last song I just did.. and it's not very good at all.. lol... but i'm not really caring. I know i'm not the best singer out there. Plus, I got a wicked ass sore throat/cough thing happening right now which was killer while I was trying to sing this song. But anyhoos.. i likes it. so, i'm going to TORTURE all your asses with my craptacular singing. bahahaha don't be too mean. please. thanks. : )))))
*kisses*
So. here it is. My great big fantastical singing debut on blogger. w00t w00t!
: )))))
Anyhoo, I just found out i can link them onto sites and stuff.. so, i'm gunna post the last song I just did.. and it's not very good at all.. lol... but i'm not really caring. I know i'm not the best singer out there. Plus, I got a wicked ass sore throat/cough thing happening right now which was killer while I was trying to sing this song. But anyhoos.. i likes it. so, i'm going to TORTURE all your asses with my craptacular singing. bahahaha don't be too mean. please. thanks. : )))))
*kisses*
So. here it is. My great big fantastical singing debut on blogger. w00t w00t!
Gwen is a carbon copy of her.
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Seriously.. the similarities are insane. Check it out. Meet Cyrinda Foxe.. and no, I've never heard of her before so, please excuse my ignorance. She's Mia Tyler's mom (i love her) and was married to Steven Tyler of Aerosmith. She was pretty much a groupie most of her life and hung out with the big guys. Anyhoo.. as soon as I saw these photos of her.. the likeness to singer Gwen Stefani is incredible! I wonder if Gwen knows who she is. Maybe she's trying to look like her.. who knows. But she has that same style happening too.. weird. Anyhoo, check it out. This is awesome... especially the last photo.
Cyrinda Foxe (Tyler)
and check her out in the video Jean Genie by David Bowie (she was the inspiration for the song)
p.s. if you don't know what Gwen Stefani looks like.. then you have bigger issues at hand.. :P
Cyrinda Foxe (Tyler)
and check her out in the video Jean Genie by David Bowie (she was the inspiration for the song)
p.s. if you don't know what Gwen Stefani looks like.. then you have bigger issues at hand.. :P
Between a rock and a hard place.
I've never felt so insecure about anything in my whole entire life than how I do about this right now. And I haven't the slightest clue on how to go about things. And I'm left feeling so sad and confused and unsure and angry. And I don't know who I should blame. I wish it were easier to talk about things, but lately I've been keeping it all inside because I honestly don't even know how I'm feeling about things and what I want. It's so hard for me to talk about my emotions. They're all over the place. And right now.. they're just about ready to jump on the next train and high tail it outta here.
Fashion Sense in the 70s.
Ok.. i did not write this myself. It was someone else's blog. I'd link you.. but it was passed on through an email forward and I don't have the original address. But I had to share with everyone because it was just way too damn hilarious. Enjoy!
________________
Last weekend I put an exhaust fan in the ceiling for my wife's grandfather.
While my wife's brother and I were fitting the fan in between the joists, we
found something under the insulation. What we found was this:
A JC Penney catalog from 1977. It's not often blog fodder just falls in my
lap, but holy hell this was two solid inches of it, right there for the
taking. I thumbed through it quickly and found my next dining room set,
which is apparently made by adding upholstery to old barrels:
Also, I am totally getting this for my bathroom:
There's plenty more home furnishings where those came from, however I'm not
going to bore you with that. Instead, I'm going to bore you with something
else. The clothes.
The clothes are fantastic.
Here's how to get your ass kicked in elementary school:
Just look at that belt. It's like a boob-job for your pants. He probably
needed help just to lift it into place. The belt loops have to be three
inches long. And way to pull them up to your armpits, grandpa.
Here's how to get your ass kicked in high school:
This kid looks like he's pretending to be David Soul, who is pretending to
be a cop who is pretending to be a pimp that everyone knows is really an
undercover cop. Who is pretending to be 15.
Here's how to get your ass kicked on the golf course:
This "all purpose jumpsuit" is, according to the description, equally
appropriate for playing golf or simply relaxing around the house.
Personally, I can't see wearing this unless you happen to be relaxing around
your cell in D-block. Even then, the only reason you should put this thing
on is because the warden made you, and as a one-piece, it's slightly more
effective as a deterrent against ass-rapery.
Here's how to get your ass kicked pretty much anywhere:
If you look at that picture quickly, it looks like Mr. Bob "No-pants" Saget
has his hand in the other guy's pocket. In this case, he doesn't, although
you can tell just by looking at them that it's happened - or if it hasn't
happened it will. Oh yes. It will. As soon as he puts down his matching
coffee cup.
Here's how to get your ass kicked at the beach:
He looks like he's reaching for a gun, but you know it's probably just a>bottle of suntan lotion in a holster.
How to get your ass kicked in a meeting:
If you wear this suit and don't sell used cars for a living, I believe you
can be fined and face serious repercussions, up to and including
termination. Or imprisonment, in which case you'd be forced to wear that
orange jumpsuit.
How to get your ass kicked on every day up to and including St. Patrick's
Day
Dear god in heaven, I don't believe that color exists in nature. There is NO
excuse for wearing either of these ensembles unless you're working as a body
guard for the Lucky Charms leprechaun.
In this next one, Your Search For VALUE Ends at Penneys.
As does your search for chest hair.
And this -- Seriously. No words.
Oh wait, it turns out that there are words after all. Those words are What.
The. F*ck. I'm guessing the snap front gives you quick access to the chest
hair. The little tie must be the pull tab.
Also, judging by the sheer amount of matching his/hers outfits, I'm guessing
that in 1977 it was considered pretty stylish for couples to dress alike.
These couples look happy, don't they?
I am especially fond of this one, which I have entitled "Cowboy Chachi Loves
You Best."
And nothing showcases your everlasting love more than the commitment of
matching bathing suits. That, and a blonde girl with a look on her face that
says "I love the way your junk fights against that fabric."
Then, after the lovin', you can relax in your one-piece matching terry cloth
jumpsuits:
I could go on, but I'm tired, and my eyes hurt from this trip back in time.>I think it's the colors. That said, I will leave you with these tasteful
little numbers:
Man, that's sexy.
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Last weekend I put an exhaust fan in the ceiling for my wife's grandfather.
While my wife's brother and I were fitting the fan in between the joists, we
found something under the insulation. What we found was this:
A JC Penney catalog from 1977. It's not often blog fodder just falls in my
lap, but holy hell this was two solid inches of it, right there for the
taking. I thumbed through it quickly and found my next dining room set,
which is apparently made by adding upholstery to old barrels:
Also, I am totally getting this for my bathroom:
There's plenty more home furnishings where those came from, however I'm not
going to bore you with that. Instead, I'm going to bore you with something
else. The clothes.
The clothes are fantastic.
Here's how to get your ass kicked in elementary school:
Just look at that belt. It's like a boob-job for your pants. He probably
needed help just to lift it into place. The belt loops have to be three
inches long. And way to pull them up to your armpits, grandpa.
Here's how to get your ass kicked in high school:
This kid looks like he's pretending to be David Soul, who is pretending to
be a cop who is pretending to be a pimp that everyone knows is really an
undercover cop. Who is pretending to be 15.
Here's how to get your ass kicked on the golf course:
This "all purpose jumpsuit" is, according to the description, equally
appropriate for playing golf or simply relaxing around the house.
Personally, I can't see wearing this unless you happen to be relaxing around
your cell in D-block. Even then, the only reason you should put this thing
on is because the warden made you, and as a one-piece, it's slightly more
effective as a deterrent against ass-rapery.
Here's how to get your ass kicked pretty much anywhere:
If you look at that picture quickly, it looks like Mr. Bob "No-pants" Saget
has his hand in the other guy's pocket. In this case, he doesn't, although
you can tell just by looking at them that it's happened - or if it hasn't
happened it will. Oh yes. It will. As soon as he puts down his matching
coffee cup.
Here's how to get your ass kicked at the beach:
He looks like he's reaching for a gun, but you know it's probably just a>bottle of suntan lotion in a holster.
How to get your ass kicked in a meeting:
If you wear this suit and don't sell used cars for a living, I believe you
can be fined and face serious repercussions, up to and including
termination. Or imprisonment, in which case you'd be forced to wear that
orange jumpsuit.
How to get your ass kicked on every day up to and including St. Patrick's
Day
Dear god in heaven, I don't believe that color exists in nature. There is NO
excuse for wearing either of these ensembles unless you're working as a body
guard for the Lucky Charms leprechaun.
In this next one, Your Search For VALUE Ends at Penneys.
As does your search for chest hair.
And this -- Seriously. No words.
Oh wait, it turns out that there are words after all. Those words are What.
The. F*ck. I'm guessing the snap front gives you quick access to the chest
hair. The little tie must be the pull tab.
Also, judging by the sheer amount of matching his/hers outfits, I'm guessing
that in 1977 it was considered pretty stylish for couples to dress alike.
These couples look happy, don't they?
I am especially fond of this one, which I have entitled "Cowboy Chachi Loves
You Best."
And nothing showcases your everlasting love more than the commitment of
matching bathing suits. That, and a blonde girl with a look on her face that
says "I love the way your junk fights against that fabric."
Then, after the lovin', you can relax in your one-piece matching terry cloth
jumpsuits:
I could go on, but I'm tired, and my eyes hurt from this trip back in time.>I think it's the colors. That said, I will leave you with these tasteful
little numbers:
Man, that's sexy.
Lack of Motivation...
I don't know what my deal is.. but ever since I've been sick, I've lost so much.. if not all.. motivation. I have no desire to do anything or accomplish anything or any will to just move forward. I feel like I'm just kinda stuck in this one page. I'm not sure if it's because I've fallen so far behind from being absent from school for so long or if I picked up some mild depression from being stuck in bed for so long. Or maybe I feel so overwhelmed with so many emotions that I'm experiencing a system shut down.. who the hell knows anymore. Blahh...
Anyhoo, my good friend is getting married in two weeks. We went out for her stagette Friday night and it was a blast.. lots of dancing.. and even more embarrassing moments for the bride-to-be. I went for my dress fitting yesterday and it was actually really beautiful. Although, I still have NO idea how I want my hair (obviously an updo of sorts.. but yah.. no idea what..). Anyhoo.. congratulations Mari. I wish you all the best and lots of luck with married life. You'll need it.. hehehe just keeeeding. ; )) Love yah! *mUaH*
Anyhoo, my good friend is getting married in two weeks. We went out for her stagette Friday night and it was a blast.. lots of dancing.. and even more embarrassing moments for the bride-to-be. I went for my dress fitting yesterday and it was actually really beautiful. Although, I still have NO idea how I want my hair (obviously an updo of sorts.. but yah.. no idea what..). Anyhoo.. congratulations Mari. I wish you all the best and lots of luck with married life. You'll need it.. hehehe just keeeeding. ; )) Love yah! *mUaH*
Mini whores...?
Seriously.. first of all.. i was never all too keen on the *sexy* look for Halloween.. where chicks think that Halloween is their get-out-of-jail free card for them to go prancing around like a bunch of two bit whores. Although, I'll openly admit I may have worn something unusually low cut or short for Halloween a few times. But mostly it was the imaginative and/or most gruesome/gory costumes that I took a liking to.
So... basically, how far do we push the envelope over here? Because.. isn't it a little bit of a concern when our kids start going trick-or-treating looking like hooker wannabes? Someone posted the following link in a MySpace bulletin and I wanted to share because it's pretty darn disturbing if you ask me. You be the judge of it.
Kids' costumes: Too Risque?
(click for news article)
Peace out.
& Happy Halloween.
Fuck Forever.
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All our life, us girls are supposed to play this role. You're groomed into it from when you were a tiny tot. Get older, get married and pop out a few kids. Be a good wifey and mommy and just be the best you could be.. in a motherly fashion. It's hard not to fall into that already laid out train track that's chugging along forward to that predetermined destination. But lately, with all this buzzing around my ears, I find myself rethinking this so much. So much that I'm completely turned off to the whole idea of marriage. Maybe I'll change my mind later on.. but as it stands right now, I really don't care for it any more. Not because you have to. Not because you should. Not because it's the next step. Not because it's been so long and you should get on with it already. Not for any of those reasons. I'm tired of feeling guilty and ashamed for not choosing the path that others want me to choose. My path is what makes me most happy. Not you; or you; or even you. And I'll be damned if I ever marry for wrong intentions. So, you can have it all for yourself cuz... I just don't want it anymore.
*tosses bouquet*
this is halloween.. this is halloween..
You all know damn well it's my favourite time of year.. : ))
So.. in honour of the upcoming holiday.. here are two of my favourite edited photos of me from the Fix My Pic group on flickr. Seriously.. hahaha can it get more awesome than this?? i think NOT! : ))) --- i did not edit these. i just took the original shots.
ME! as a Zombie!! *mua ha ha ha* it's ridiculously creepy and insane. i love it soo much!!!!! RAWR!!!
original:
(thank you escaner!)
and me as some wicked awsesome vampire of sorts? i have no idea.. but it's freakish.. and it looks so amazing at the same time. seriously. :))
original:
(thank you CadenceStarr!)
K, that's about it. Hope you all have a wonderful rest of the week and get yer costumes ready! w00t w00t! :))))))
So.. in honour of the upcoming holiday.. here are two of my favourite edited photos of me from the Fix My Pic group on flickr. Seriously.. hahaha can it get more awesome than this?? i think NOT! : ))) --- i did not edit these. i just took the original shots.
ME! as a Zombie!! *mua ha ha ha* it's ridiculously creepy and insane. i love it soo much!!!!! RAWR!!!
original:
(thank you escaner!)
and me as some wicked awsesome vampire of sorts? i have no idea.. but it's freakish.. and it looks so amazing at the same time. seriously. :))
original:
(thank you CadenceStarr!)
K, that's about it. Hope you all have a wonderful rest of the week and get yer costumes ready! w00t w00t! :))))))
Crummy.
I'm feeling really bummed out and disappointed about things right now. My heart aches. I'm sad about things and I wish so bad things could be different. I'm sorry for the pain people have to endure and I wish we never had to go through so many of the things we need to go through in this lifetime. It's not fair.. it's unjust.. it's so painful.. and it's just downright crummy.
:(((
Look After You
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If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you
If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you, After you
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh, oh
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby...
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you
If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you, After you
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh, oh
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby...
Tempesta d'Amore
I'm obsessed with this show. :))))))))
haha I normally don't like soap operas, but I grew up watching all the Italian ones. So, I'm totally hooked on this one and it's great fun. It's been quite a long time since I've actually been into one and followed it regularly. I'm a geek. :)))
(Most Italian soaps they show here are dubbed from other languages.. mostly Spanish, Portuguese, etc.. This one is originally in German and it's called Sturm der Liebe.)
It also helps when one of the lead guys is friggen damn ass hot and way beyond cute.. way too yummeh. That would be Gregor (Cristian).. --
but really Christoff Arnold.
Maybe I'll have to go visit my uncle and his restaurant in Frankfurt afterall... ; ))))))
Anyhoo, I've wasted too much time already. Gotta go.
*mUaH*
Workin' it..
bahaha my sister is going to kill me for posting this on here.. Anyhoo, this was us making fools out of ourselves.. as we normally do.. cuz that's how we roll. tee hee. One night, me Lu and Mari made a bunch of freakin hilarious karaoke videos.. with props! This one doesn't have any props however.. lol but.. it's still funny as heck!! hehe.. Anyhoo, check it out.. look at my bad ass (dork) self bustin a move up on her shit. hahahahahahahahahhahahahaaha
( Click HERE if video isn't working. )
i seriously need to make a video with Mari dancing/singing and play it at her wedding. I know how much she'll LOVE that... *mua ha ha ha ha* hehehe
Happy Hump Day!!!
( Click HERE if video isn't working. )
i seriously need to make a video with Mari dancing/singing and play it at her wedding. I know how much she'll LOVE that... *mua ha ha ha ha* hehehe
Happy Hump Day!!!
Out into the world.
Just a quick update. So, I'm feeling a lot better. Saw my doctor on Friday and he gave me the green light to go back to school this week and back to work the following week. So, I go back to school today. I thought I'd be more excited.. but I'm feeling really overwhelmed. I missed a lot of classes and I feel as if I'll be so behind. I really hope it won't affect too much as I still have the entire year to make up for it .. but you know me.. the worrier. They couldn't figure out what exactly I had.. test after test showed nothing. All they can see now is that it's going away. So, hopefully, it'll stay away. I feel about 80% better. I have some slight aches and pains still and a bit of fatigue but other than that, I do feel loads better and I'm mostly glad that I can actually go out and about now and see my friends. :)))
The weather's starting to get chilly.. and I hate that. My bed is cozy.. and I'll be honest, I'm kinda enjoying the idea of staying under my duvet for the rest of the day.. lol .. maybe I'm a teenie bit sad that I'm leaving the comfort of my cozy bed and home.. since I've been here for a freakin month.
It's mid October.. and I have a whole lot on my plate and way too much to sort out. I might just lose my mind.. finances are a sucky thing indeed.
Have a good one.
:))))))
The weather's starting to get chilly.. and I hate that. My bed is cozy.. and I'll be honest, I'm kinda enjoying the idea of staying under my duvet for the rest of the day.. lol .. maybe I'm a teenie bit sad that I'm leaving the comfort of my cozy bed and home.. since I've been here for a freakin month.
It's mid October.. and I have a whole lot on my plate and way too much to sort out. I might just lose my mind.. finances are a sucky thing indeed.
Have a good one.
:))))))
Heaven in my mouth.
dood. haha since i've been sick.. i've been having this insane craving for Caramilk Thick... never had it? NO?? yer sooo missing out. this shit is seriously soo great. once you have this... the regular caramilk.. just won't be enough. lol.
soo.. no one's been able to find it.. it hasn't been at the drugstores.. etc. well, i finally got one yesterday.. and NOW i am content!! eeee all hail the yummies chocolate! mind you.. i must admit that it doesn't taste up to par.. cuz since i've been sick.. nothing tastes as good anymore.. *pouts*
but i'm still happy. :)))))
Wishing you all a very most fabulous Thanksgiving Weekend!
soo.. no one's been able to find it.. it hasn't been at the drugstores.. etc. well, i finally got one yesterday.. and NOW i am content!! eeee all hail the yummies chocolate! mind you.. i must admit that it doesn't taste up to par.. cuz since i've been sick.. nothing tastes as good anymore.. *pouts*
but i'm still happy. :)))))
Wishing you all a very most fabulous Thanksgiving Weekend!
Do I want to know the answer?
I can't sleep. I'm a nervous wreck. I got a call early today from my doctor's office saying that they got my labs back and that I have to come in to see my doctor. Well.. from past experiences, I only get call backs when there's something wrong with my test results. And.. it's been quite rare. In fact.. it was only once or twice before. With me being so sick these past few weeks.. I must say, my mind's going a mile a minute and I'm terrified of what he has to tell me. Sure, it could be nothing.. or something small.. but it could be something else too.
There's no way I'm sleeping a wink tonight. My anxiety is through the roof and I'm a panic about what the doctor has to tell me about my test results. But.. at least it's an answer? ugh.... *cringes*
Thank you sooo much to everyone who has been soooo awesome and supportive and caring and just incredible. I totally love you guys so much. I couldn't get through these days without my awesome friends to listen to me bitch and whine constantly about this lameness I'm going through. You're golden. : )))) *xxxoooo*
Off to try and sleep. Tomorrow is the big day.
Wish me luck!
There's no way I'm sleeping a wink tonight. My anxiety is through the roof and I'm a panic about what the doctor has to tell me about my test results. But.. at least it's an answer? ugh.... *cringes*
Thank you sooo much to everyone who has been soooo awesome and supportive and caring and just incredible. I totally love you guys so much. I couldn't get through these days without my awesome friends to listen to me bitch and whine constantly about this lameness I'm going through. You're golden. : )))) *xxxoooo*
Off to try and sleep. Tomorrow is the big day.
Wish me luck!
Week three.
Yah... so, perhaps I spoke a bit too soon? I went to see my doctor on Monday. After giving me a check up and looking at my blood results, doctors orders are that I don't return to work .. OR school for the next little while. What the fuck?
Apparently, this virus I have is pretty hardcore and it's affected everything in my body. My ears, brain, throat, limbs.. and my liver! My liver and spleen and surrounding organs have inflammation? I can't bump into people or things and I have to be careful or they can rupture and I can bleed to death or something? What the fuck? So, yah.. now I'm officially freaked out and get nervous when people get a little *bumpy* beside me.. :///
Also, my immune system seems to be shot at the moment.. so, being out and about I can easily catch any bugs and in my condition right now.. that would be very bad. So.. yah... more home time for me. Greeeeeeat.. and here i was thinking I'm starting to feel better. I know I'm not better.. cuz I don't feel ok yet... but I guess I didn't know the extent of the problem.
So, I'm gunna continue to go mental at home.. cabin fever is NOT pretty..
:(((((
By all means.. call me, email me, msg me, txt me.. whatever! Something.. anything.. because.. i need all the help I can get trying to keep my sanity while being locked at home with nothing to do .. and no work or school to go to. You think it'd be heaven.. but trust me.. it is not. Ugh... maybe I'll write some more poems.. God knows i have so much shit to vent about. grrr...
Hopefully, I'll have something more positive to tell you in my next post. Have a SWELL day.. grrrrr.
much love:
~g.
Apparently, this virus I have is pretty hardcore and it's affected everything in my body. My ears, brain, throat, limbs.. and my liver! My liver and spleen and surrounding organs have inflammation? I can't bump into people or things and I have to be careful or they can rupture and I can bleed to death or something? What the fuck? So, yah.. now I'm officially freaked out and get nervous when people get a little *bumpy* beside me.. :///
Also, my immune system seems to be shot at the moment.. so, being out and about I can easily catch any bugs and in my condition right now.. that would be very bad. So.. yah... more home time for me. Greeeeeeat.. and here i was thinking I'm starting to feel better. I know I'm not better.. cuz I don't feel ok yet... but I guess I didn't know the extent of the problem.
So, I'm gunna continue to go mental at home.. cabin fever is NOT pretty..
:(((((
By all means.. call me, email me, msg me, txt me.. whatever! Something.. anything.. because.. i need all the help I can get trying to keep my sanity while being locked at home with nothing to do .. and no work or school to go to. You think it'd be heaven.. but trust me.. it is not. Ugh... maybe I'll write some more poems.. God knows i have so much shit to vent about. grrr...
Hopefully, I'll have something more positive to tell you in my next post. Have a SWELL day.. grrrrr.
much love:
~g.
Better...?
Hey peoples.. well, I'm not even sure who's reading this and keeping track of my stuffs.. but hey to you. whoever you people are. (say hi sometime. it'd be nice.)
:))
Anyhoo, I'm off to the doctors now to hopefully get my results and find out what's wrong with me.. although, to be quite honest.. i'm not that optimistic about it really.. i feel like those doctors are constantly giving people the runaround.. and i'm just frustrated.
the good news is that i'm feeling better.. but definitely not 100%. Still have muscle and joint aches and pains, bit of a stiff neck, i seem to have developed some kind of ear infection of sorts that's blocked my right ear and makes everything really loud and echoey and annoying.. and leaves me feeling incredibly dizzy when i stand up or lay down.. and i have this extreme fatigue all the time. Great. I hope to go back to school this week because I feel that I'm falling behind so much and I'm quite anxious about that.. I've emailed all my profs explaining the situation.. so, I hope everything will be alright. I'll probably return to work next week. Maybe for one or two short shifts. We'll see...
That's pretty much it. Happy first of October. You know what that means...
Thanksgiving is this coming weekend.. yummmms! and...
yup.. you guessed it.. HALLOWEEN! and you ALL know that's my favourite holiday ever!!! I've been thinking up some wicked costume ideas. We will probable have some huge party of sorts.. i will definitely keep you posted.
:)))
much love:
~g.
:))
Anyhoo, I'm off to the doctors now to hopefully get my results and find out what's wrong with me.. although, to be quite honest.. i'm not that optimistic about it really.. i feel like those doctors are constantly giving people the runaround.. and i'm just frustrated.
the good news is that i'm feeling better.. but definitely not 100%. Still have muscle and joint aches and pains, bit of a stiff neck, i seem to have developed some kind of ear infection of sorts that's blocked my right ear and makes everything really loud and echoey and annoying.. and leaves me feeling incredibly dizzy when i stand up or lay down.. and i have this extreme fatigue all the time. Great. I hope to go back to school this week because I feel that I'm falling behind so much and I'm quite anxious about that.. I've emailed all my profs explaining the situation.. so, I hope everything will be alright. I'll probably return to work next week. Maybe for one or two short shifts. We'll see...
That's pretty much it. Happy first of October. You know what that means...
Thanksgiving is this coming weekend.. yummmms! and...
yup.. you guessed it.. HALLOWEEN! and you ALL know that's my favourite holiday ever!!! I've been thinking up some wicked costume ideas. We will probable have some huge party of sorts.. i will definitely keep you posted.
:)))
much love:
~g.
Day 9.
I'm making a note of writing down updates here. i can't really type and i have no energy.
seems i woke up saturday morning feeling much worse with new symptoms. now my limbs were hurting and it got worse all weekend. saw my dr yesterday who immediately filled out a referral and sent me to emerg. he called ahead and spoke to an internist (sp?) and that dr saw me when i got to the hospital. i was feeling so much pain by this point. it's become harder to use my legs. the dr did not test for all the things my dr asked him too because he didn't think i had them. he sent me home shortly after telling me just that i have a “virus” and prescribed me something for the pain.
i am not happy at all. i want answers. and why didn't he do the tests my dr asked him to do? if i had a cough or something, maybe a “virus” would be sufficient explanation... but it's going over week's time now. what sort of virus leaves you crippled? so, i'm back at square one and feeling worse. i'm laying on the couch right now and that's pretty much everyday for me. i hope i get some answers soon. :(((
seems i woke up saturday morning feeling much worse with new symptoms. now my limbs were hurting and it got worse all weekend. saw my dr yesterday who immediately filled out a referral and sent me to emerg. he called ahead and spoke to an internist (sp?) and that dr saw me when i got to the hospital. i was feeling so much pain by this point. it's become harder to use my legs. the dr did not test for all the things my dr asked him too because he didn't think i had them. he sent me home shortly after telling me just that i have a “virus” and prescribed me something for the pain.
i am not happy at all. i want answers. and why didn't he do the tests my dr asked him to do? if i had a cough or something, maybe a “virus” would be sufficient explanation... but it's going over week's time now. what sort of virus leaves you crippled? so, i'm back at square one and feeling worse. i'm laying on the couch right now and that's pretty much everyday for me. i hope i get some answers soon. :(((
Wanted: new immune system.
Apparently, being sickly is my middle name. I'm going to blame it on the amount of stress I endure and because I keep it inside and it just wrecks havoc on my entire body and mind. So.. yes. I'm ill. again. what else is new. This is a quick update. I barely have enough energy to sit up right now. I could just pass out. Not sure if it's cuz the sickness or the fact that i haven't eaten anything.
So.. to make a long story short.. started having this weird pressure headache on monday night.. woke up tuesday kinda stiff and sore.. but just chalked it up to my cruddy mattress and sleeping in a weird position. so.. it was ok. i went to school.. but as the day progressed I started feeling worse. By evening my neck had seized up on me and i couldn't move it.. i could barely stand and i couldn't wait to get home and pass out in my bed. By the time i got home it was way worse. My head was killing me, my neck would not budge.. shoulders, back and spine were hurting, i was running a fever and had shortness of breath. I felt so awful : (( I called the telehealth nurse people because i wanted to enquire about my health card (cuz it expired on my birthday last weekend and i wanted to know how i get care without it).. but when she heard about my symptoms, she was very concerned and urged me to go to the emerg. So.. i did. i didn't want to. I wanted to sleep. i was so tired and had no energy.. but my sisters said to go. So, i waited for my sister Lu to come back from school and she took me. once the triage nurse saw me and i was registered.. it didn't take long for them to call me in. and they quickly put me in isolation. i went into the room by myself and shortly after my sister comes in.. and she was in a gown and mask. ha so insane. it's like outbreak! they took loads of blood tests and stuff. monitored my condition. but the pain got so bad i asked them to give me something. later on the Dr came in to see me and talk to me and he said that they thought it might be meningitis.. and that there's really only one test to take that will tell for sure. It's a lumbar spine needle. If you dunno what that is.. well, lemme tell you.. it's probably the single most scariest thing ever.. and i was praying to God that i would be better because the last thing i wanted was this needle. you have no idea how terrified i am of it and how much i don't want it. (For those not familiar.. you have to kinda curl up and they shove this ginormous needle in the base of your spine to extract fluid from your spine.)
However, he said that my white blood cell count was normal so, he was hesitant to go that route (thank God!). so, i stayed overnight.. and in the morning he told me I could go home and just rest for two days and if my symtoms are still there in two days (today) to go see my doctor. Well.. everyday's kinda been a rollercoasted. I was taking tylenol 2's with codeine. (two of them) every 6 hours. I felt ok when i was on them, although they didn't take away the pain. but when they wore off.. omg.. i was the most miserable person ever. i felt like i was dying. my fever would spike and every part of my body would ache and it was just the most awful feeling ever. :((((((((((((((((((((
Today.. things are looking slightly hopeful. I feel slightly better. but i'm boiling and i'm a sweaty mess.. it's gross. I took a shower and as soon as i got out.. my cheeks were flushed and i was sweating buckets and wanted to faint. friggen messed up. My neck is still store.can't move it much. no apetite. no energy. stiffness.. soreness, headache is milder.. i dunno. i don't really want to leave my house and i really don't want to visit my doctor. so, i'm gunna wait til tomorrow and maybe i'll go. i feel like ass. and i'm missing work and school. and this can't be good. but i guess my health should come first for a change. cuz i usually neglect it :((
k.. i need to go lay down.. i feel nauseated. and yuckies. and it's so friggen hot. i can't stop sweating. it's so gross. i'm wearing next to nothing and i feel faint. i want to stand in a freezer. ughhh. friggen shit.
so, if i've been MIA.. that's why. and i'll talk to you all soon. miss yah *hugs*
My birthday was last weekend. it went well. thanks to everyone who came. you guys are awesome. Despite the chill, it was a good time. Next year is the BIG one. Get ready for that.. i'm having a huge party and you all better be there. :)))
Ciao.
So.. to make a long story short.. started having this weird pressure headache on monday night.. woke up tuesday kinda stiff and sore.. but just chalked it up to my cruddy mattress and sleeping in a weird position. so.. it was ok. i went to school.. but as the day progressed I started feeling worse. By evening my neck had seized up on me and i couldn't move it.. i could barely stand and i couldn't wait to get home and pass out in my bed. By the time i got home it was way worse. My head was killing me, my neck would not budge.. shoulders, back and spine were hurting, i was running a fever and had shortness of breath. I felt so awful : (( I called the telehealth nurse people because i wanted to enquire about my health card (cuz it expired on my birthday last weekend and i wanted to know how i get care without it).. but when she heard about my symptoms, she was very concerned and urged me to go to the emerg. So.. i did. i didn't want to. I wanted to sleep. i was so tired and had no energy.. but my sisters said to go. So, i waited for my sister Lu to come back from school and she took me. once the triage nurse saw me and i was registered.. it didn't take long for them to call me in. and they quickly put me in isolation. i went into the room by myself and shortly after my sister comes in.. and she was in a gown and mask. ha so insane. it's like outbreak! they took loads of blood tests and stuff. monitored my condition. but the pain got so bad i asked them to give me something. later on the Dr came in to see me and talk to me and he said that they thought it might be meningitis.. and that there's really only one test to take that will tell for sure. It's a lumbar spine needle. If you dunno what that is.. well, lemme tell you.. it's probably the single most scariest thing ever.. and i was praying to God that i would be better because the last thing i wanted was this needle. you have no idea how terrified i am of it and how much i don't want it. (For those not familiar.. you have to kinda curl up and they shove this ginormous needle in the base of your spine to extract fluid from your spine.)
However, he said that my white blood cell count was normal so, he was hesitant to go that route (thank God!). so, i stayed overnight.. and in the morning he told me I could go home and just rest for two days and if my symtoms are still there in two days (today) to go see my doctor. Well.. everyday's kinda been a rollercoasted. I was taking tylenol 2's with codeine. (two of them) every 6 hours. I felt ok when i was on them, although they didn't take away the pain. but when they wore off.. omg.. i was the most miserable person ever. i felt like i was dying. my fever would spike and every part of my body would ache and it was just the most awful feeling ever. :((((((((((((((((((((
Today.. things are looking slightly hopeful. I feel slightly better. but i'm boiling and i'm a sweaty mess.. it's gross. I took a shower and as soon as i got out.. my cheeks were flushed and i was sweating buckets and wanted to faint. friggen messed up. My neck is still store.can't move it much. no apetite. no energy. stiffness.. soreness, headache is milder.. i dunno. i don't really want to leave my house and i really don't want to visit my doctor. so, i'm gunna wait til tomorrow and maybe i'll go. i feel like ass. and i'm missing work and school. and this can't be good. but i guess my health should come first for a change. cuz i usually neglect it :((
k.. i need to go lay down.. i feel nauseated. and yuckies. and it's so friggen hot. i can't stop sweating. it's so gross. i'm wearing next to nothing and i feel faint. i want to stand in a freezer. ughhh. friggen shit.
so, if i've been MIA.. that's why. and i'll talk to you all soon. miss yah *hugs*
My birthday was last weekend. it went well. thanks to everyone who came. you guys are awesome. Despite the chill, it was a good time. Next year is the BIG one. Get ready for that.. i'm having a huge party and you all better be there. :)))
Ciao.
Quickie.
I haven't really posted a real post in quite some time so, I thought I'd quickly throw something out there to update all you wonderful people.
First things first.. well, my computer is busted. So, that's how come I haven't really been online much. I sneak some time on my sister's laptop when she's home and when I'm home. Which isn't all that much lately.
School's started. I'm actually really excited about it.. I kinda wasn't at first.. but I grew tired and worn from the hours at my work. Not because of the long hours per se.. but because of the total bullshit that is my work. I feel for my manager and the shit she has to put up with. .. and well, since I don't have to put up with it.. I won't. So, back to school for me. I'm just glad it's only a part time gig for me. I would lose my mind if I were there permanently. How do people in higher positions go about their daily lives with the horseshit upon horseshit they keep piling upon the little people?? Seriously, someone hook me up with a high paying salary position where I can be a total dickwad to people for shits and giggles cuz that's what my degree and my job title decides I can do. GO TEAM GO!!! :)))
ANYHOO.. with that being said... YES! i'm happy to be back in school.. and I'm kinda in a rush.. so, I should hurry and end this. It's my birthday next week. See ya at my partay. Bring beers. and yourself. Should be a blast! and fucking BRMC October 1st. hell fucking yesshhhhh!! and of course.. she wants revenge. october is too sexy for me already. ayyyy papi. ; ))))
K, i'm outtie. Have a freakin fantabulous weekend my peeeeps. hehe
*mUaH*
First things first.. well, my computer is busted. So, that's how come I haven't really been online much. I sneak some time on my sister's laptop when she's home and when I'm home. Which isn't all that much lately.
School's started. I'm actually really excited about it.. I kinda wasn't at first.. but I grew tired and worn from the hours at my work. Not because of the long hours per se.. but because of the total bullshit that is my work. I feel for my manager and the shit she has to put up with. .. and well, since I don't have to put up with it.. I won't. So, back to school for me. I'm just glad it's only a part time gig for me. I would lose my mind if I were there permanently. How do people in higher positions go about their daily lives with the horseshit upon horseshit they keep piling upon the little people?? Seriously, someone hook me up with a high paying salary position where I can be a total dickwad to people for shits and giggles cuz that's what my degree and my job title decides I can do. GO TEAM GO!!! :)))
ANYHOO.. with that being said... YES! i'm happy to be back in school.. and I'm kinda in a rush.. so, I should hurry and end this. It's my birthday next week. See ya at my partay. Bring beers. and yourself. Should be a blast! and fucking BRMC October 1st. hell fucking yesshhhhh!! and of course.. she wants revenge. october is too sexy for me already. ayyyy papi. ; ))))
K, i'm outtie. Have a freakin fantabulous weekend my peeeeps. hehe
*mUaH*
You are my sunshine.
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you'll never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you'll never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take
my sunshine
away...
:)))
Back Together. <3
CLICK THIS:
http://www.nodoubt.com/video/player/
huzzzzzah!
i loves me some No Doubt!
:)))))))))))))))))
goodnight!
*mUaH*
A message from giusi:
ho disfatto le valige
il tempo della purificazione è finito. da ora torna il "SOLE ENTRO"
p.s. some people are scumbags. always were.. always will be. i only wish i could take away the pain that they caused to my loved ones. :((
p.p.s RIP Wayne Avery. :((((((
UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to vent..!!!!
but not in PRIVATE! i want to VENT TO THE WORLD!
about HOW YOU'RE A STUPID HEAD!!!!!!
YOU ARE SUCH A STUPID STUPID HEAD!
YOU ARE!!
*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
fuck dood. seriously. idiot. when when when when are you GOING TO REALIZE??
you know WHEN???
when it's TOO late!
... and in the meantime... i'm the one who suffers. stupidly.
:`(
*sigh*
but not in PRIVATE! i want to VENT TO THE WORLD!
about HOW YOU'RE A STUPID HEAD!!!!!!
YOU ARE SUCH A STUPID STUPID HEAD!
YOU ARE!!
*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
fuck dood. seriously. idiot. when when when when are you GOING TO REALIZE??
you know WHEN???
when it's TOO late!
... and in the meantime... i'm the one who suffers. stupidly.
:`(
*sigh*
Feeling hot hot hot..........!!!
I'm bored out of my effin skull right now. It's WAY scorching hot inside my house (or perhaps just this room..?) Everyone seems to be out of town or at some other function and I'm left to my own devices.. hrmm..that can't be a good thing.. hahaha *here comes trouble*.... oops.
; )))
ANYHOO... rather than fill this page with random crapola that's just jibberish to thine eyes... why don't you take a look at THIS instead. I'm putting together a mini portfolio of some photos i've taken... specifically animal ones. My sister's friend wants me to start snapping pet photos for people. Plus.. I'll be volunteering and taking pix of the dogs at the Last Chance K9 Rescue shelter to put up on their site so that people can view the puppies and adopt them. I'll have more information for that once her page is up and running.
Lemme know what you think of the pix.. yah yah.. i'm an amateur.. but i have loads of other good ones.. but editing photos takes quite a bit of time and i have to find them all and put them together when i have more time.... which is not now. cuz .. it's way too stankin hot. Ew.
Here's the link again: Pet Fotos.
Have a great long weekend!! : )))
*mUaH*
; )))
ANYHOO... rather than fill this page with random crapola that's just jibberish to thine eyes... why don't you take a look at THIS instead. I'm putting together a mini portfolio of some photos i've taken... specifically animal ones. My sister's friend wants me to start snapping pet photos for people. Plus.. I'll be volunteering and taking pix of the dogs at the Last Chance K9 Rescue shelter to put up on their site so that people can view the puppies and adopt them. I'll have more information for that once her page is up and running.
Lemme know what you think of the pix.. yah yah.. i'm an amateur.. but i have loads of other good ones.. but editing photos takes quite a bit of time and i have to find them all and put them together when i have more time.... which is not now. cuz .. it's way too stankin hot. Ew.
Here's the link again: Pet Fotos.
Have a great long weekend!! : )))
*mUaH*
Annual piercing.
So, we've pretty much established that I get a new piercing every year now.. haha well, since the past 3 years anyways.. septum.. daith.. and now nostril... well, i got it a week today.
I likes it. I loves it. Too bad for yousssss.
P.S. Beerfest - Sunday, August 12th..!!!! partay! Don't FORGET!!! rawr.
I likes it. I loves it. Too bad for yousssss.
P.S. Beerfest - Sunday, August 12th..!!!! partay! Don't FORGET!!! rawr.
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name.....
I dedicate this blog to my one & only ultimate picnic buddy... rawr!
hehe ; ))))
hehe ; ))))
I'm addicted to scissors & hairdye. <3
Ok.. so, in my complete boredom.. i decided to hack away at my bangs because.. well, they've been really plain jane boring drab and nasty as of late. You see.. I've been trying to grow out my bangs forever.. and i keep chopping them off.. cuz.. well, i have NO patience whatsoever. with anything. haha so.. it's not growing fast enough for me.. so, i'm getting annoyed.. and it's looking ugly.. and well.. fuck that shit. *chop chop snip snip*.. and VOILA! new funkkkkkkeh bangs. lmao..... well, according to me anyhoo.. bahahaha.
So yah. Here's my before and after pic.. (yah yah.. disregard the shittyness that is me.. i had a long day at work.. being hungover and feeling like total ass. so wudeva.)
Before:
(bahaha i love my fucking amused expression in this pic)
After:
(as you can see.. my new hack job is making me alllllll smiles. GAH. i'm a cheezie nerd and you luff it. Rawr.)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i like it so much better. yep.
and that makes me happy. hehehe.
K.. bed time. nitenite
*mUaH*
So yah. Here's my before and after pic.. (yah yah.. disregard the shittyness that is me.. i had a long day at work.. being hungover and feeling like total ass. so wudeva.)
Before:
(bahaha i love my fucking amused expression in this pic)
After:
(as you can see.. my new hack job is making me alllllll smiles. GAH. i'm a cheezie nerd and you luff it. Rawr.)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i like it so much better. yep.
and that makes me happy. hehehe.
K.. bed time. nitenite
*mUaH*
Incubus.
August 2nd. I want to go so bad. They are too awesome. and well.. Brandon isn't an eye sore to look at.......... ; )
yumm...!
pirates = sexeh......
k. yah........
:D~~~
Other concerts I wanna see:
Static-X : August 25th
The Birthday Massacre: September 5th
Damien Rice: September 10th
anyone interested........ lemme know
And then... my ginormous bday partay is September 15th. Just a heads up.
*bang bang*
yumm...!
pirates = sexeh......
k. yah........
:D~~~
Other concerts I wanna see:
Static-X : August 25th
The Birthday Massacre: September 5th
Damien Rice: September 10th
anyone interested........ lemme know
And then... my ginormous bday partay is September 15th. Just a heads up.
*bang bang*
The Saint Alvia Cartel
Wanna go? Well, i won free tickets to go see them this coming Wednesday July 25th at Lee's Palace. They sound pretty cool. haha it's funny that I won these tickets right after I post about needing a concert buddy. Now I need one PRONTO!! Anyhoo, check them out and lemme know if ya wanna come. (I can only bring one person with me.. so, lemme know quick.)
http://www.myspace.com/thesaintalviacartel
http://www.myspace.com/thesaintalviacartel
i want to hold you close. skin pressed against me tight.
i haven't been up this late in a loooooooong while. I have two closing shifts at work today and tomorrow.. so, it's jacked up my sleeping schedule. It's really quite annoying. Meh..
Anyhoo.. I'm looking for a concert buddy. Someone fun. Someone muy coolness. haha.. someone who loves concerts as much as I do.. and gets a kick out of rockin out to the same wicked bands I love. Cuz.. there's a whole slew of sweet-ass concerts I want to go to.. and well, most people suck balls.. hahaha i'm kidding.. hehe but most people don't like the kinds of shows I want to go to. (but i still love you guys much!! i swear! haha) So, if you wanna see TakingBackSunday, Muse, Deftones, etc etc etc.. drop me a freakin line. yep yep. (well, if you're a friend of mine.. lol.. i'm not really wanting some random stranger to meet up with at concerts. sorry pals.)
Today was a sad day. I've made a decision to not be part of something anymore that's been a part of my life for the past 6 years. I'm gunna miss it. Maybe some of it .. but it's still kinda sad. Oh well.. such is life. And.. well, I guess everyone is not indispensable. Makes me feel good to know that my work was very much appreciated. [/sarcasm]. But I'm a firm believer in karma. What goes around comes around...
Anyhoo... am i a huge geek cuz I'm already planning my birthday party and it's still over a month away? yah? well.. fuck it. i already knew that. hehe ; )))
Have a good night. *mUaH*
P.S. i seriously had the sweetest dream last night. and maybe.. just maybe.... .... well.. you get the point. :)
Anyhoo.. I'm looking for a concert buddy. Someone fun. Someone muy coolness. haha.. someone who loves concerts as much as I do.. and gets a kick out of rockin out to the same wicked bands I love. Cuz.. there's a whole slew of sweet-ass concerts I want to go to.. and well, most people suck balls.. hahaha i'm kidding.. hehe but most people don't like the kinds of shows I want to go to. (but i still love you guys much!! i swear! haha) So, if you wanna see TakingBackSunday, Muse, Deftones, etc etc etc.. drop me a freakin line. yep yep. (well, if you're a friend of mine.. lol.. i'm not really wanting some random stranger to meet up with at concerts. sorry pals.)
Today was a sad day. I've made a decision to not be part of something anymore that's been a part of my life for the past 6 years. I'm gunna miss it. Maybe some of it .. but it's still kinda sad. Oh well.. such is life. And.. well, I guess everyone is not indispensable. Makes me feel good to know that my work was very much appreciated. [/sarcasm]. But I'm a firm believer in karma. What goes around comes around...
Anyhoo... am i a huge geek cuz I'm already planning my birthday party and it's still over a month away? yah? well.. fuck it. i already knew that. hehe ; )))
Have a good night. *mUaH*
P.S. i seriously had the sweetest dream last night. and maybe.. just maybe.... .... well.. you get the point. :)
non sei diverso. non sei sincero...
it makes me sad, despite what anyone else would care to believe.
I especially love how I'm not allowed to be angry about something i should rightfully be angry about.. but then the moment there's a way to pinpoint it onto me to bury me in blame.. then by all means, let's turn it completely around and shovel it on.. shovel it on. Let's absolve you of all your wrong doings... because God forbid if I'm hurt or pissed off by someone's actions. So.. all i can do is write about it shamelessly on here where it falls upon deaf ears. Because.. as we already know... people would rather crawl and hide away than admit their errors.. and for the life of me, i will forever fail to understand how these things work and how they will continue to occur in many scenes to come.
it didn't have to be this way.
So long, farewell, auf wiedersehn, goodbye...
I especially love how I'm not allowed to be angry about something i should rightfully be angry about.. but then the moment there's a way to pinpoint it onto me to bury me in blame.. then by all means, let's turn it completely around and shovel it on.. shovel it on. Let's absolve you of all your wrong doings... because God forbid if I'm hurt or pissed off by someone's actions. So.. all i can do is write about it shamelessly on here where it falls upon deaf ears. Because.. as we already know... people would rather crawl and hide away than admit their errors.. and for the life of me, i will forever fail to understand how these things work and how they will continue to occur in many scenes to come.
it didn't have to be this way.
So long, farewell, auf wiedersehn, goodbye...
Every me and every you.
Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My heart's a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...
Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate.
Its only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...
Every me and every you,
Every me...
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...
[ placebo - every me and every you ]
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My heart's a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...
Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate.
Its only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...
Every me and every you,
Every me...
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...
[ placebo - every me and every you ]
Lazy Saturdays...
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i <3 my shoRe because...
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nada mio es fake says:
ok, the reason why i'm sad
nada mio es fake says:
so my computer was sick for about 2 months! it was taken apart and restored and what not.
nada mio es fake says:
so all those thousands and thousands of pictures i had of you? they're gone
ok, the reason why i'm sad
nada mio es fake says:
so my computer was sick for about 2 months! it was taken apart and restored and what not.
nada mio es fake says:
so all those thousands and thousands of pictures i had of you? they're gone
Just watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you.
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Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well, there's a million other girls who do it just like you
looking as innocent as possible to get to who
they want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I REFUSE!
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well, there's a million other girls who do it just like you
looking as innocent as possible to get to who
they want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I REFUSE!
[ misery business - paramore ]
Happy Canada Day long weekend!!!
My horoscope today:
This can be a rather juicy Full Moon for you, even if you must exercise self-restraint. Holding back your feelings isn't anything new to you, for you understand the impracticality of your emotions. Now, however, you really don't have a choice. Reality requires that you express yourself conservatively by understating your feelings. Still, you may feel safe by the containment.
This can be a rather juicy Full Moon for you, even if you must exercise self-restraint. Holding back your feelings isn't anything new to you, for you understand the impracticality of your emotions. Now, however, you really don't have a choice. Reality requires that you express yourself conservatively by understating your feelings. Still, you may feel safe by the containment.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Goodness me!! It's rather juicy.. lol Holding back your feelings isn't anything new to you?? hahahah that's the fucking understatement of the century!!!!!!!! Safe by containment. Yep yep.. we know the drill... keep a safe distance... mum's the word. hush hush darlin. don't tell me cuz it hurts :P
I'm delirious from lack of sleep and overworking. I've been working fulltime for the past month and it's been pretty fabulous because I'm in dire need of the money. Plus.. the store specialist was speaking to me today and wants me to be trained on all these manager duties and was trying to talk me into possibly taking a manager position and moving my way up the corporate ladder towards head office.. but to be honest.. i really don't desire management position within my department.. or even at store level. If anything.. i intend on bypassing that all together and jump straight into head office. I have far more experience that will help me there anyways. But like I said.. that's always something to fall back on *career-wise* if my other goals/ambitions fall through.. but we have time. Lots of it. And right now... it's the freakin weekend.. and i'm outta here!!!
Have a good one people!! *mUaH*
I'm delirious from lack of sleep and overworking. I've been working fulltime for the past month and it's been pretty fabulous because I'm in dire need of the money. Plus.. the store specialist was speaking to me today and wants me to be trained on all these manager duties and was trying to talk me into possibly taking a manager position and moving my way up the corporate ladder towards head office.. but to be honest.. i really don't desire management position within my department.. or even at store level. If anything.. i intend on bypassing that all together and jump straight into head office. I have far more experience that will help me there anyways. But like I said.. that's always something to fall back on *career-wise* if my other goals/ambitions fall through.. but we have time. Lots of it. And right now... it's the freakin weekend.. and i'm outta here!!!
Have a good one people!! *mUaH*
Zoom zoom.
I bought some wheels. Finally!!
hehe no, not those kind of wheels.
The kind I've been meaning to buy for a while and now i did.. and i'm VERY excited. My summer's looking up already!!! YAY!
It was totally cheapies... was on sale for $150.. and within my budget.. and i'm poor. and it's good enough for me. i lurves it. rawr.
it's preetifuL....
hehe no, not those kind of wheels.
The kind I've been meaning to buy for a while and now i did.. and i'm VERY excited. My summer's looking up already!!! YAY!
It was totally cheapies... was on sale for $150.. and within my budget.. and i'm poor. and it's good enough for me. i lurves it. rawr.
it's preetifuL....
and maybe...
just maybe
it's quite possible
that
some people
need to feel validated
to boost their ego
or whatever it is they do
and keep those around them
to inflate it.
cuz maybe others deflate it.
who knows.
and maybe i'm wrong.
but either way..
i can't afford to chance it anymore..
because you see..
i have a lot more to gamble here.
i have my heart on the line.
and others.. well, others..
i just don't know a damn thing at all about those others.
And to be honest.. i really don't think there really is anything to know.
Nope.
In fact. I'm sure of it.
that's the way the cookie crumbles..? or something like that?
something like that....
I need to separate myself from this..
I don't know how. I really don't..
but I have to.
:((
Goodnight.
it's quite possible
that
some people
need to feel validated
to boost their ego
or whatever it is they do
and keep those around them
to inflate it.
cuz maybe others deflate it.
who knows.
and maybe i'm wrong.
but either way..
i can't afford to chance it anymore..
because you see..
i have a lot more to gamble here.
i have my heart on the line.
and others.. well, others..
i just don't know a damn thing at all about those others.
And to be honest.. i really don't think there really is anything to know.
Nope.
In fact. I'm sure of it.
that's the way the cookie crumbles..? or something like that?
something like that....
I need to separate myself from this..
I don't know how. I really don't..
but I have to.
:((
Goodnight.
AHHHH! I'm SOO jealous!!!!!!
It's SO unfair that MY concert didn't have this!!!!!
but..i'm so fucking unbelievably excited at the same time!!!!
*dies*
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
but..i'm so fucking unbelievably excited at the same time!!!!
*dies*
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
The boys are back in town...........
Hell fucking yes. I'm way too excited............................... !!!!!!!!
No Doubt NEWS!!!! *eep*
plus.. i heard No Doubt is performing at Gwen's show in Irvine in the encore.. and i'm so fucking beyond jealous.... AHHH!! so not fair. GRRRRRRRRRRRR....
Read below for some news.. and video.
(although i dunno how ROS was a failure.. considering it's one of my favourite albums lyrically.. pshaw. commercial.. smershial... )
WATCH THIS
No Doubt is officially on their way back -- and Celebrity Babylon has the EXCLUSIVE photos and video that show just that!
Gwen Stefani’s tour has brought her back into the So Cal area, and given her plenty of time to stop and visit with some old friends, as well as get a little practicing done. Band members Gwen Stefani, 37, Tony Kanal, 36, Adrian Young, 38, and Tom Dumont , 39, announced they would be reuniting to make their sixth album earlier this month and it looks like the ball has already started rolling. We caught them at a private recording studio in Los Angeles on June 21. When we stumbled upon the secret session, CB saw Gwen first, "Oh wait," she told us, "just a sec..." She came out with her three bandmates and said she wanted everyone in the picture, not just her. Celebrity Babylon got these EXCLUSIVE photos that everyone and certainly every music fansite will be talking about!After the commercial failure of the group’s 2000 follow up album to 'Tragic Kingdom', 'Return of Saturn', they fired back strong with 2001’s 'Rock Steady' which reached number 9 on U.S. charts as well as produced two grammy award winning singles ‘Hey Baby’ and ‘Underneath it All’. The group itself has went through their fair share of hardships in the past, with Tony Kanal and Gwen's public spilt in the nineties almost breaking the band up as well, but that doesn’t seem to be effecting them at all. After the groups hiatus Gwen went solo and released 2004’s 'Love.Angel.Music.Baby.' and followed that album up with 06’s 'The Sweet Escape', but she wasn’t the only person in the group recording, Tom did a solo project calling it Invincible Overlord, and Adrian did the drums on Bow Wow Wow’s 2004 tour as well as recording most of the drum tracks for Unwritten Law’s 'Here’s to the Morning' released in 2005, Tony taking a different route, enjoyed producing several tracks for such movie soundtracks as Adam Sandler’s '50 First Dates'.
During rehearsal we caught former lovebirds Tony and Gwen looking pretty cozy, leaving Celebrity Babylon to wonder, does Tony regret leaving Gwen? If he does that's just too bad, Gwen couldn't be happier with husband Gavin Rossdale, and one year old son Kingston. The band members could be seen in great spirits as well as lounging between sets and waiving Gwen off as she left. Rumors have started stirring that we may not even get a chance to listen to the new No Doubt album until fall of 2008! We here at Celebrity Babylon know that’s a long ways away, so to hold you over we have EXCLUSIVE pictures and video of the group after a practice yesterday in Los Angeles. What’s in store for all of the fans? Who knows, but no doubt, it will probably be B-AN-AN-AS!
[ source ]
Happy Pride Toronto!!
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See ya tomorrow night in and about the city and Sunday at le big parade.
Expect to be photographed.
ooh la la!
*mUaH*
Expect to be photographed.
ooh la la!
*mUaH*
you're making me crazy.
what are you trying to do to me? to do to me?
what are you trying to prove to me? to prove to me?
there's something you're not saying but your actions say enough
and i don't know what's really going on...
are you afraid of me?
are you afraid of me?
i leave a message every night but you don't call me
the only times we ever talk you're in a hurry
i know my reputation doesn't help you sleep at night
but lately baby i feel i don't know you...
are you afraid of me?
are you afraid of me?
i... i thought we were the same
but now you play this game
you're young
no fun
and you're making me crazy!
what are you trying to prove to me? to prove to me?
there's something you're not saying but your actions say enough
and i don't know what's really going on...
are you afraid of me?
are you afraid of me?
i leave a message every night but you don't call me
the only times we ever talk you're in a hurry
i know my reputation doesn't help you sleep at night
but lately baby i feel i don't know you...
are you afraid of me?
are you afraid of me?
i... i thought we were the same
but now you play this game
you're young
no fun
and you're making me crazy!
[ Are you afraid of me - Rooney ]
I've got a lot to say to you...
Yah.. i've got a lot to say.
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
that never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again...
Let's be more than this.
...it makes no sense at all
...it makes no sense at all.
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
that never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again...
Let's be more than this.
...it makes no sense at all
...it makes no sense at all.
The Park.
Why should he come back through the park?
You thought that you saw him but no you did not
It's not him who'd come across
The sea to surprise you
Not him who would know
Where in London to find you
With sadness so real that it populates
The city and leaves you homeless again
Steam from the cup and snow on the path
The seasons have changed from present to past
The past
The past
Turns whole to half
The past
Why should he come back through the park?
You thought that you saw him but no you did not
Who can be sure of anything through
The distance that keeps you
From knowing the truth
Why would you think your boy could become
The man who could make you sure he was the one?
The one
My one
My one
[ Feist ]
Day one of treatment.
So.. i have to undergo this heavy duty drug treatment to get rid of this bacteria infection i have. fun stuff. i'm taking 3 different types of antibiotics.. 2x a day. fun stuff. they make me feel like total ass. I start today. It's only 10 days long. it's 60-75% effective... so, in 6 weeks i test again to see if it's all gone. wish me luck <3
p.s. Why can't I let go..?
p.s. Why can't I let go..?
It's an infinite world.... and I want you.
For you I want to sing the happier song
for you I'm gonna try to right all my wrongs
for you I'm gonna break my bad habits
there's a golden ring and I want you to have it
there's a golden ring and I want you
For you I'm gonna sit and patiently wait
it's great if you're early but if its fine if you're late
for you I feel love and I just want to show it
you're a beautiful girl and want you to know it
you're a beautiful girl and want you to know it
you're a beautiful girl and want you to know it
it's an infinite world and I want you
Once again I am opened
Once again I am opened
For you I'm waiting on the ticket line
I gotta get back I don't wanna waste time
but the people are tired and the line is so long
so all I can do is sing this song...
Gwen Stefani Concert Pix...
........are here.
Enjoy.
There were loads more.
but not that good.
too much shaking.
and i have videos.
but no space to upload them
so.. wait for them.
:)))))
goodnight.
*mUaH*
Enjoy.
There were loads more.
but not that good.
too much shaking.
and i have videos.
but no space to upload them
so.. wait for them.
:)))))
goodnight.
*mUaH*
Who's fault is it anyways?
I'm feeling disappointed.
I feel a bit let down.
Cuz I can't seem to find the reason
why no one turns around.
And maybe it's my fault
and perhaps i am to blame
having such high expectations
and doing what's right seems all in vain
I see actions all around me
that just do not add up
I'm feeling pretty low about it
and i think i've had enough.
Dunno how to pretend no more
Dunno quite how to act
Cuz nothing's as it really seems
we're missing all the facts.
of lies and cover ups here and there
and i'm probably guilty too
but did you ever stop and think
that i was only protecting you?
but people will not rest so easily
needing fuel to add to their fire.
and in the long run what is it they get..?
a whole bunch of truths and them left as the liar.
I've lost, in the end, this battle
when it's all been said and done
cuz it's really myself i should blame
for handing you over the gun.
Control of my actions i have
though i never quite seem to know how
so, i try to make sense of the others
and i'm lost more than ever right now.
Everyone's guilty of selfishness
everyone's doing their part
in the game just to win the grande prize
even though we might break someone's heart.
Whether it's yours, or mine or theirs
there's always someone who gets caught
There's no use pointing fingers to blame
We're all left feeling somewhat distraught.
I'm aware that I choose what I'm doing
and it's obvious which things I should change
it's not quite as simple to do though...
when it's your whole life you need to rearrange.
So.. excuse all the mess and confusion
and pardon my lack of concern
while i clean up the wreckage around me
Just another life lesson i've learned.
I feel a bit let down.
Cuz I can't seem to find the reason
why no one turns around.
And maybe it's my fault
and perhaps i am to blame
having such high expectations
and doing what's right seems all in vain
I see actions all around me
that just do not add up
I'm feeling pretty low about it
and i think i've had enough.
Dunno how to pretend no more
Dunno quite how to act
Cuz nothing's as it really seems
we're missing all the facts.
of lies and cover ups here and there
and i'm probably guilty too
but did you ever stop and think
that i was only protecting you?
but people will not rest so easily
needing fuel to add to their fire.
and in the long run what is it they get..?
a whole bunch of truths and them left as the liar.
I've lost, in the end, this battle
when it's all been said and done
cuz it's really myself i should blame
for handing you over the gun.
Control of my actions i have
though i never quite seem to know how
so, i try to make sense of the others
and i'm lost more than ever right now.
Everyone's guilty of selfishness
everyone's doing their part
in the game just to win the grande prize
even though we might break someone's heart.
Whether it's yours, or mine or theirs
there's always someone who gets caught
There's no use pointing fingers to blame
We're all left feeling somewhat distraught.
I'm aware that I choose what I'm doing
and it's obvious which things I should change
it's not quite as simple to do though...
when it's your whole life you need to rearrange.
So.. excuse all the mess and confusion
and pardon my lack of concern
while i clean up the wreckage around me
Just another life lesson i've learned.
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