All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name.....

I dedicate this blog to my one & only ultimate picnic buddy... rawr!

hehe ; ))))

I'm addicted to scissors & hairdye. <3

Ok.. so, in my complete boredom.. i decided to hack away at my bangs because.. well, they've been really plain jane boring drab and nasty as of late. You see.. I've been trying to grow out my bangs forever.. and i keep chopping them off.. cuz.. well, i have NO patience whatsoever. with anything. haha so.. it's not growing fast enough for me.. so, i'm getting annoyed.. and it's looking ugly.. and well.. fuck that shit. *chop chop snip snip*.. and VOILA! new funkkkkkkeh bangs. lmao..... well, according to me anyhoo.. bahahaha.

So yah. Here's my before and after pic.. (yah yah.. disregard the shittyness that is me.. i had a long day at work.. being hungover and feeling like total ass. so wudeva.)


(bahaha i love my fucking amused expression in this pic)


(as you can see.. my new hack job is making me alllllll smiles. GAH. i'm a cheezie nerd and you luff it. Rawr.)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i like it so much better. yep.
and that makes me happy. hehehe.

K.. bed time. nitenite


August 2nd. I want to go so bad. They are too awesome. and well.. Brandon isn't an eye sore to look at.......... ; )


pirates = sexeh......

k. yah........

Other concerts I wanna see:
Static-X : August 25th
The Birthday Massacre: September 5th
Damien Rice: September 10th
anyone interested........ lemme know

And then... my ginormous bday partay is September 15th. Just a heads up.
*bang bang*

The Saint Alvia Cartel

Wanna go? Well, i won free tickets to go see them this coming Wednesday July 25th at Lee's Palace. They sound pretty cool. haha it's funny that I won these tickets right after I post about needing a concert buddy. Now I need one PRONTO!! Anyhoo, check them out and lemme know if ya wanna come. (I can only bring one person with me.. so, lemme know quick.)

i want to hold you close. skin pressed against me tight.

i haven't been up this late in a loooooooong while. I have two closing shifts at work today and tomorrow.. so, it's jacked up my sleeping schedule. It's really quite annoying. Meh..

Anyhoo.. I'm looking for a concert buddy. Someone fun. Someone muy coolness. haha.. someone who loves concerts as much as I do.. and gets a kick out of rockin out to the same wicked bands I love. Cuz.. there's a whole slew of sweet-ass concerts I want to go to.. and well, most people suck balls.. hahaha i'm kidding.. hehe but most people don't like the kinds of shows I want to go to. (but i still love you guys much!! i swear! haha) So, if you wanna see TakingBackSunday, Muse, Deftones, etc etc etc.. drop me a freakin line. yep yep. (well, if you're a friend of mine.. lol.. i'm not really wanting some random stranger to meet up with at concerts. sorry pals.)

Today was a sad day. I've made a decision to not be part of something anymore that's been a part of my life for the past 6 years. I'm gunna miss it. Maybe some of it .. but it's still kinda sad. Oh well.. such is life. And.. well, I guess everyone is not indispensable. Makes me feel good to know that my work was very much appreciated. [/sarcasm]. But I'm a firm believer in karma. What goes around comes around...

Anyhoo... am i a huge geek cuz I'm already planning my birthday party and it's still over a month away? yah? well.. fuck it. i already knew that. hehe ; )))

Have a good night. *mUaH*

P.S. i seriously had the sweetest dream last night. and maybe.. just maybe.... .... well.. you get the point. :)

old skooL.



non sei diverso. non sei sincero...

it makes me sad, despite what anyone else would care to believe.

I especially love how I'm not allowed to be angry about something i should rightfully be angry about.. but then the moment there's a way to pinpoint it onto me to bury me in blame.. then by all means, let's turn it completely around and shovel it on.. shovel it on. Let's absolve you of all your wrong doings... because God forbid if I'm hurt or pissed off by someone's actions. So.. all i can do is write about it shamelessly on here where it falls upon deaf ears. Because.. as we already know... people would rather crawl and hide away than admit their errors.. and for the life of me, i will forever fail to understand how these things work and how they will continue to occur in many scenes to come.

it didn't have to be this way.

So long, farewell, auf wiedersehn, goodbye...

I'm falling over.....

Every me and every you.

Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My heart's a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.

In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...

Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.

I serve my head up on a plate.
Its only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...

Every me and every you,
Every me...

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.

All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...

[ placebo - every me and every you ]

Lazy Saturdays...

Virgo / Horse
THE PRANCING PRODUCER The marriage of Virgo and Horse is one both lofty and elegant. Horses are self-motivated strivers, doers of grand deeds and sometimes - with all of their paradin - a mite foolish and overly passionate. The Virgo, as we all know by now, is reserved. He takes care never to go outside the lines in the coloring book of life. Virgo is tasteful and a bit of a nit-picker to boot. He or she is also a borderline social climber. You won't find this subject hiding under any rocks or living among the homeless. His associations as well as his goals are high-minded and often intellectual. The Love life of the Virgo born Horse is never dull. He is both amiable and appealing. People literally fall at this alluring person's feet. In bed, he will be efficient - not cuddly or cozy - but effective and eager to achieve satisfaction by any and all means available. If ever you find yourself in bed with this entrancing creature, you might be shocked. But you won't be surprised at the skill with which...

the rest is cut off cuz they want you to BUY your full 3-5 page report. pshaw. they can suck it. hahaha get your report here

i <3 my shoRe because...

nada mio es fake says:
ok, the reason why i'm sad
nada mio es fake says:
so my computer was sick for about 2 months! it was taken apart and restored and what not.
nada mio es fake says:
so all those thousands and thousands of pictures i had of you? they're gone

Just watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well, there's a million other girls who do it just like you
looking as innocent as possible to get to who
they want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I REFUSE!

[ misery business - paramore ]