All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie

You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown to you.....

A Bit of the Best.

This is BRMC's Peter Hayes singing/playing Fault Line. They're honestly one of the best bands out there. I seriously love this guy to pieces. He's trés yummies and amazingly awesome and talented. And this song is pretty fucking fantastic on one of their best, in my opinion. If you haven't listened to them yet.. then you should. You don't know what you're missing. Seriously. I'm not kidding. DOO EEEET! Cheers.

Gwen wants a bun to bite.

Or rather... she ingested a bun.. and now the bun is in the oven...
her oven, to be exact.. errr.. or sumpin like that.

Yes. Gwen Stefani and Gavin Rossdale are expecting their second child.
And of course.. i'm always the last to know. lol


Congratulations! How exciting! : ))))))

View the story
HERE and HERE and also HERE.


Yah.. so, check this out... .. I got this bag about 5 years ago.. my ex bought it for me in New York City when they first came out. Yep.. first season LAMB bags.. large hella hobo Gwen Stefani bags from Leportsac. For those not familiar with the product.. check it out in the picture (the PURSE i'm wearing.. stop looking at me licking the cone.. you perverts..)

Now check this shit out. The friggen bag is selling for $500 on eBay. Nuts? Yah.. i thought so. Check it out for yourself: click click click

Good times.

Maybe I should sell my LAMB bags? I could use some crack money.

; ))))


Um Amore Per Sempre...

...dura solo un instante......?

Spero di no.

TLF <3

About this chickie.

HA .. yah that was the title on my old website info page. I came across it and i laughed at the shit i wrote in it about 8 years ago. Anyhoo.. i saw this astrological profile thingie for me that i posted at the time.. and i was just reading it.. and i can't believe how true it still is about me. Hrmm.. i guess people never really change. ANyhoo.. i'll post it on here. . since i don't plan on linking you to my old website. cuz it's pretty gayness.. CHEERS! : )))


Virgo in love
August 23-September 22
© 2000 Linda Rankin

Virgo is the mutable earth-sign. There is movement but it is controlled, thought oriented and grounded. Virgo is a mind ruled person and they give their love slowly and with great seriousness. They dislike overt and grand standing displays of attention or emotion and will retreat inside themselves to escape it. They are a controlled person and their emotions fall into that category. When their heart is captured their loved on becomes a receptor to all the feelings and passions that Virgo has been keeping inside. At times even more expectations and conditions can be piled onto the lover simply because they are now holding the Virgos cherished feelings and dreams. In love they are devoted, loyal and nurturing. They have high self expectations and equally high expectations of their loved ones. They adore strength especially the dignified and quiet kind. They will tend to and take care of their loved one with diligence and has become their 'job'. Love has to make sense for the has to fit into their idea and ideal of what their life is about. Once a lover has managed to slip into one of their dreams or plans the Virgo will hold onto that picture forever. They will go out of their way to make the union work and will spare no sacrifice in keeping it alive.

Virgo Sexuality: Virgos needs a certain setting, a definite layer of built up trust and privacy to allow their sexual sides to come out and play. Cleanliness is always important as is the 'right' setting. Virgo is inherently shy especially about their sensual needs but don't let that shyness fool you into thinking there is no fire lurking below the surface. They can become as devoted and focused on exploring their sexuality with a trusted lover as they are about making their life work. They have a completely uninhibited (yes this word applies to Virgo) potential that is lust filled and yet still retains a sense of purity. Virgos are notorious for their high standards in selecting a sexual partner but once those standards have been met pure sensual pleasure is the reward.

The long term story: Life is orderly with a Virgo. Some may live in a messy house with overflowing laundry and unorganized shelves but within your mate there is some sense of strict control that is directed into some facet of life. They are caretakers and need to feel comfortable enough to slip into that role. They can nag and criticize but they usually have their lovers best interests at heart. They don't mind taking on more than their share of work and once committed they stay committed. They are time oriented, schedule craving souls who cannot tolerate a late mate or a scattered life energy.

Positive Traits in Love: Nurturing, devoted, uninhibited, caring, loving, sacrificial, quiet, considerate, protective.

Negative traits: Coldness, inability to be demonstrative, calculating, hard edged, overly critical, judgmental, compulsive.

    What Virgo likes:
  • Feeling secure.
  • Personal cleanliness.
  • Routines.
  • Loyalty
  • Being pampered when down.
  • Equality
  • Subtle displays of romance.
  • Dedication
  • Being active

    What Virgo Dislikes:
  • Tardiness
  • Vulgarity
  • Loud displays of affection.
  • Personal untidiness.
  • Hypocrisy
  • Weakness
  • Complaining
  • Idleness



CONFUSE: – verb (used with object), -fused, -fus·ing.

1. to perplex or bewilder: The flood of questions confused me.
2. to make unclear or indistinct: The rumors and angry charges tended to confuse the issue.
3. to fail to distinguish between; associate by mistake; confound: to confuse dates; He always confuses the twins.
4. to disconcert or abash: His candor confused her.
5. to combine without order; jumble; disorder: Try not to confuse the papers on the desk.

Main Entry:
Part of Speech:
abstruse, bewildering, beyond one, confusing, difficult to understand, enigmatic, hard to understand, incomprehensible, mystifying, over one's head, perplexing, unclear, unfathomable


Yup. Thought I'd throw in the text book definition of the way I've been feeling as of late. Most definitely and overwhelmingly confused. Not entirely because of myself though. You see.. it's mostly on behalf of others intentions, actions, lack of thereof, so on and so forth..

So.. I've decided.. instead of sitting around trying to decipher what the hell so-and-so wants.. or really means.. or is thinking.. or the reason they did this and that.. etc etc.. Well, i decided.. To hell with that! to hell with them! To hell with you and all your friends!!! (and YES...... I just had to throw in some TBS to the mix.. just cuz i fucking felt like it.)

No.. seriously. I'm going to drive myself mental trying to interpret and read into everything someone does. So.. here's the game plan as of now. I'm going to worry about my own lil'self for the time being and HEY.. when you decide what you want...when you want it.. and how the hell you want it.. well, you know just where to find me and friggen tell me. Until then... have a pleasant trip.
I am not going to be at your beck and call to suit your needs just because you haven't the faintest idea of what you want. It's not fair and it's certainly consuming and .. well.. as the title so blatantly points out... Confusing!!

I'm unloading this excess cargo and taking this trip on my own.

All aboard!!!!!!!!!!!!

goff wh0re.

groovemonkey: lets go to Wicked when i am in toronto
groovemonkey: i am sure you know about club wicked
groovemonkey: cuz you are a goth whore that likes steroided she males

hahaha the monkey is visiting Toronto. Everyone.. stay off the streets.
Don't say I didn't warn you.

Double sided.

Here's to flannel sheets & stupid pigeons. : )))

I'm never gunna be your star.

But I'll never find peace of mind while I listen to my heart...


Dood. this is sick. lmaooooo i had to share the sickness with y'all.
Enjoy ;))))))))))))

Drunken stupor....

here's to drunk times...............lmao :D
thanks to Tan for sending me this.
funniest shit.


Lilly escaped. she's roaming upstairs. i gotta catch her............

Boredom strikes again.

I didn't feel like doing a damn thing today.. so, i friggen vegged and hibernated indoors all day with a huge bad ass bowl of ice cream with the workssssss!!! toppings galore and yumm. i know. totally sick. haha but good for the soul hahaha : )))

I just watched Knocked Up.. that movie was pretty funny i guess.. but i think it was kinda lame. it had it's moments.. but pure cheese i must say. that shit just doesn't happen for REALS. hahaha

ANYHOO.. i just wanna say.. that i normally fucking hate television.. except for my precious Tempesta d'Amore.. but i found a new love recently. One of my friends has tried to get me to watch it.. but i never sat through it. I finally did cuz Beano is a huge fan and was really behind in episodes. SO, i sat and watched them too. ANd i'm HOOKED. BoooOOya!. i'm talking about Dexter. Yah man. you know the one. i'm prolly late to jump on the band wagon.. but i truly don't give a shit about what's hip or not.. what's in and out.. in case you haven't noticed by now.. lol.. but yah. I'm lovin it. and i'm lovin le michael too.. he's pretty damn fine. not even my type. but there is just sumpin sumpin about that totally crooked jacked up smile of his that is just.. totally fucking yummy. there. i said it.

anyhoo.. off to watch some other bland and lame ass movie to pass the time.. cuz my sister kidnapped her Wii for the weekend.. that ho-face. GRRRRRRRRRRR...

so, i leave you with this last sexy ass picture. and i thank thee Beaaaaaaaano for introducing me to such fine television. Much appreciated. w00t w00t!!!

p.s. in case you haven't noticed.. i gots my puter fixed. so, i'm on a crazy ass photoshoppin binge. so, if you got any wicked ass portraits you want me to fixer upper pour vous.. just send that stuff my way and i'll have a go at it!



hahahahhaa i'm a huge fan of cyanide and happiness comics.
but this one was pretty damn funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneh!! so, i just had to post it.
roflmao!!!!! :)))))))))))))))
good times.

I need some enjoyable viewing material to make up for the crap-ass day I had. You have no idea how ill I feel................ Blahhhhhhh..

kk enough of the lame-ass whining.. here's the damn friggen pic already! hehe ; )))

Nite! xoxox.

They put the funk in dysfunctional.

Ok........ so, where do I begin. I've seriously seen it all... and then some. What the hell is wrong with people? Wow. People never seize to amaze me. The things they're capable of just throw me into a loop every single freakin' time. I partly want to stop talking to like half the people I know because I just don't trust anyone anymore. They say one thing to you.. but then they're off doing all other sorts of things on the backside. Fake? naw man.. it's not even being fake. They blatantly lie to you. I have NO fucking clue why. To fit in? To belong? To appease you? Seriously, I have no fucking idea why they do it... but by golly.. they do it! And they'll do it over and over again with a sweet as pie smile on their fucking face................ but wait!!..... THEN they waltz straight into the lion's den when you're not looking. What's worse is.. when you ask them about it or comment or confront them.. they flat out deny it or try to justify it as if it were right as rain. Umm excuse me? did the past events and cold hard facts all of the sudden just stop existing? Did they vanish into thin air? Or do people just not give a shit that other people use them? Lie to them? Treat them like shit? Demean them? Disrespect them? Treat them invaluably as friends and poop all over them every chance they get? Are asshats and questionable people who do not so cool things? WTF?

dood.. i'm like seriously starting to wonder if i'm the one doing things wrong over here... because i just don't freakin' get it anymore. People fucking cling to the fucked up ones who lie and do really shitty things REPEATEDLY.. they cling to them like flies on shit. Now.. why exactly is that? Are they gluttons for punishment? Or does being around such shitty folk somehow make them feel better about themselves in some weird twisted way?

"I'll forgive the reject loser asshat and be buddies with them.. cuz then I look like the good guy and deep down they make me feel really awesome about myself cuz they're just that fuct up and lame and are worse off than me!.. and let's face it... they're a fucking joke... and they can remain the butt of my jokes and gossip with all my other real friends! YAY!!!"

.. is that what's happening?? Cuz i REALLY don't fucking get it. Cuz.. you see.. i can't lie and be all buddy buddy with people i mistrust, that disappoint me and do questionable things that lead me to believe they're not someone i'd want by my side.. not at my lowest lows.. or highest highs.
But clearly I'm doing it all wrong. Because these asshats are fucking overpopulating the LANDS everywhere! holy hannah!!!

OK! I'm done.. This rant was mostly brought on by something I just witnessed on account of my sister... and it honestly made me quite sick to my stomach. But i've had my fair share of these moments myself. And I just want to put it out there for everyone.
Why the hell do these people live such horseshit lives with their fakery and bullshit friendships.. that they trade and pawn off at the drop of a hat? Makes me fucking sick.

And i'm fucking glad i'm the ASSHOLE here who tends to be a fucking twat and snob when it comes to my friends.

Excuse me for friggen wanting people I can trust and people i honestly value by my side along my path of life.

Carry on my wayward son............................. hehehe ; ))))

New Beginnings.

Let's wipe the slate clean and start things fresh.
Hooray for optimism and positivity.
Day one of a new journey begins right now.

I need a bun to bite benny lava.
: ))))

Have a great day!