All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

Lemme tell you something...

I have a heart that's big.  GIANT. and amazing. 
it's full of Love. and light. and all that is bright and magical. 
I have a sparkle.. that you'll never ever be able to extinguish.
I have a hope that fills my heart with immense wonder,
happiness, joy, passion and brightness.
it carries me through even the darkest places 
that i've walked through in my life.
I have a shine. a glimmer.  i have a goodness.
a goodness that is whole, and complete
and wonderful, and it's me.
and it's all of me. and will always be.
it's strong. it's beautiful. it's fantastical.
I have a fullness that is dense and satisfying.
I do not hunger for more, for I have all that i need...
all within me.
I do not need to search outward for these things,
that will never ever matter in any lifetime
not for anybody. and not for me.
because i have a heart. a heart so big.
a heart of gold. that shines. so bright.
and i am beautiful. 
and that's the only thing that matters.
to me. to all of me.
and that's all i need to be 
is me. authentically me.
passionately me.
sparkling me.
I own that.
no one else does
or ever will.
so, hold that with you. 
and find those things about you.
because that's what life's about.
and feel that good. and that love.
and share that good. and that love.
and you will transcend.
rise up. follow your bliss.
be good. do good. live good.
it's what i am. who i am. how i live. how i do.
i have a heart so big.
this is me. 

This is my reality. Your reality is not real.


There are people who live among us and they are a cancer. They are dead inside and they want us to be dead inside. If they choose you, fight. Wake up. Do what you can to help those just starting their battle. Don't beat yourself up if they are not ready. Be there for them when they are. The dark is cunning. It splits the light. But not for long. Stand up for them as you wish someone had done for you. Don't leave them behind or see them as your enemy. If there is no love, no empathy, then what are we? Them? Love yourself, yes. Make yourself strong. But don't forget what sets us apart from the soulless, our ability to connect with others like us. They have the gift of darkness, but we can see in the dark. Light seeks the light. Every man for himself is their motto. Not ours.

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Happiness is....

New beginnings; with much better things for me. 

Happy new year. :)

Oooh numerology reports are fun.

Here's mine.  For shits and giggles.  ;)
But the verdict is in.  All the signs point towards loads of success coming my way. 
My healer has tremendous things to say about all the opportunities, love and abundance heading my way.
I am so totally beyond excited for this new year. 
Finally! I seriously deserve so much amazing things.  LOTS of amazing things. 
And looks like they're finally headed my way.  :)
Have a nice day!

Peace, love & light.
~G. .xoxo.


The number 22 Life Path usually includes one other person that is with you or is a heavy influence on you for your entire life. You might have a tendency to see your lover and yourself as one soul or one person....
You are considered to be the more powerful and the wiser of the two master numbers. Sometimes number 22's are called the master builders in life as they are capable of imagining and then creating the huge systems and networks that support the very fabric of civilization. It is usually a 22 that is the propelling force when it comes to shifting the consciousness of great masses of people or improving the life quality of millions of people.

You are an optimistic individual who has the rare capability to manifest your higher ideals into reality. You are blessed with the ability to realize even the most far-fetched and seemingly impossible ideas. You are a clear communicator and eloquent with words.

You are natural born leader and others willingly follow your direction. Usually you are attractive in appearance. You find your soul mate very early in life and usually stay with that one person until the end of your life. Usually this soul mate is presented to you almost as a matter of grace so you can focus on the larger more important matters you are fated to attend to.

You are brilliant, inventive and above average intelligence. Others find you to be charismatic and inspirational and your life is often filled with appreciative employees and friends. Your very presence is reassuring and comforting to others and many seek out your advice and wise words. In fact, many 22's become recognized sages and spiritual gurus by the end of their life.
As part of a karmic quirk, you were probably born into wealth and privilege and it is likely you received a better education than most people. These were the tools that the cosmos gave you to excel on your life path. The only drawback of such a path is that others may become jealous and see you as "being born with a silver spoon in your mouth."

Number 22's are almost assured enormous success, prestige and fame at some point in their life. Those who don't become famous in the obvious sense are often the unsung geniuses behind progressive inventions and technology. However most 22's are not motivated to achieve as a matter of reward. If you are a 22 you probably enjoy what you do and would even do it for free.
You also make an exceptional parent, teacher, counselor and spouse. Perhaps the only t hing you may not excel at is being a follower.

You are also very emotionally balanced and a guardian of all that is harmonious and beautiful in life. As you are a great lover of art, you may also serve as a patron to artists, poets or musicians.
As you are also considered to be an enlightened number, you will also be very charitable and philanthropic during your lifetime. Many charities and organizations will benefit from your wealth, as will your relatives, friends and family.

Despite your achievement, you will also be much beloved simply because you are such a humble individual. On a metaphysical level you might even have the ability to transform negative energy into positive as you are so wonderfully connected to the divine.

You are also very at peace with both your subconscious mind and higher self. You are distinguished by your ability to apply spiritual knowledge and in a practical way. You are secure emotionally and seemingly incapable of being distracted from your chosen path. You consider yourself to be above petty emotions and resentments and accept your tasks and emotional obligations with gratitude and a noble sense of duty.

Merry Christmas!

May your days be merry and bright. :)

Peace, love & light. .xoxo.

This. All of this is you.

I have never read anything that more accurately describes you as this. 

Merry Christmas to me... and no longer having you here to ruin it for me.