All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

Happy New Year!

Wishing you all the best
and here's to a most fabulous 2007!

Have a wicked time tonight,
and enjoy responsibly.


Funniest shit ever.

"Fuck that horseshit, nothing is forgiven on x-mas".

I dunno what it is about Christmas.. maybe people feel like it's one of those special times of the year where you think all is forgiven. Everyone's all nice..etc. Happy.. Cheery.. etc. But why someone who you haven't talked to in forever decides to message you on Christmas day like they're being nice and sweet and all that.. is beyond me. LOL.. it just means.. you're a coward the rest of the time to say anything and have to wait until the bonified day of Christmas in order to get a word out.. simply relying on the possibility that good cheer will be in that person's heart and they'll respond sweetly back to you.. forgetting anything and everything from before.

Riiiiiiiiight. LOL

Lemme tell you something.. there be no good cheer in this girl's heart right now. None. Zippo. Zilch. The only good cheer I have to share.. is that for my family and friends whom I love with all my heart... and for those less fortunate than me. That's about it. Trust this point in time.. i have none to spare cuz it's seriously lacking and extremely scarce. (grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!)

So, this certain asshat decided to txt me Merry Christmas this morning at 9:00am. (You know the one.. the dood i was gushing about all summer long). Haven't talked to him in forever.. cuz.. oh, let me remember.. he was an ASSHAT and i told him to not call me ever again. something along those lines... Anyways, I didn't respond. Well, actually, I was going to respond to the msg's.. because I'm one of those suckers that's too nice and feels bad..etc. and was thinking.. "man.. it's Christmas.. isn't there some rule about being kind and forgiveness or some shit like that?".. but others put it in a much better perspective for me. Since clearly i am incapable... lol

As one of them said to me... lol.. they shouldn't abuse Santa's goodness!! Santa is NOT A TOY!


Damn it.. I was actually posting cuz i wanted to post this video from yesterday while i was killing time and waiting for my sister to come by the house... but it failed last night.. and it didn't upload. :((((( So, I'll have to post it later... I gotta get ready to head up north and have Christmas dinner at my sister's place. weeeeeeee.. we're having turkey for the first time ever.. on Christmas hahaha .. wowwieeeeee.hehe ;)))

So, have a fabulous and wonderful Christmas day everyone! I hope Santa was really good to you! Hug your family/friends today and be thankful for everything that you have!!

much love:

Buon Natale a tutti!

Merry Christmas to everyone!!!!


You're all gay.

If you have anything against people who are not *straight* ... anything negative at all to say.. whatsoever... in any shape or form.. then let me be the first to tell you.. to go FUCK yourself twenty times over ... and please, refrain from being my friend.. cuz I don't care to talk to you anymore or even know you.

I'm so sick and tired of hearing little cracks here and there from people.. they think it's innocent... but it's fucking not. There is NO difference between people because of their sexual orientation and if you feel the need to make a comment towards them.. and you think you're so funny over there.. harr harr harr.. just fucking go jam it right up your asshole. Fucking asshats.


Have a nice fucking day.

Light a Candle.

40 million people in the world are infected with HIV and that number is rising daily.
The majority of these people do not have access to life-saving treatment.
Here is something simple you can do to help fight a problem that affects us all...

Bristol-Myers is donating a dollar to fight AIDS everytime someone goes totheir website and moves the match to the candle and lights it.

It takes one second to raise a dollar.

Hair Geek.

Check out this total geekyness that is me.. over two years ago.. when I used to work in the office. hahaha

too hilarious. I look like such a goody two shoes nerd.
BAHAHA go me! : )))))))

I was going through my folders on my computer deleting crap.. cuz i have LOTS of crap.. lemme tell you that much. lol.. and i have so many pix with all the different looks I went through. I was thinking of putting together an album to showcase all the different looks/hairstyles I've had.. cuz let's face it.. haha i'm really all about the changing hair over here.. :))))))

this is another one from almost 2 years ago.. or something like that:

So.. as you can see... I've had the same hairstyle/colour.. for..

For those of you that know me.. you'll also know that I've changed my hair colour/style very FREQUENTLY! lol and i'm so incredibly bored shitless with the same hair all the time.


I guess that's what tends to happen when you grow out your hair.
When it's short.. you have the liberty of changing it as often as you want... and you can trim away dry/dead ends as often as you want.

Anyhoo.. with that being said.. I'm trying desperately to grow out my bangs.. but i keep seeing my old pix.. and pix of others with the short bangs.. and what can i say? i really love the bettie page/pin-up gurL look way too much!!! so, i've decided to grow them out for as long as I'm growing out my layers.. which I also want to get rid of.. and then once it's all one length.. maybe i'll get bangs again.. and that won't be for a while. and then.. i'll chop it ALL off.. and donate it to Locks of Love... which has been the plan all along.

and.. this was a useless post about my hair and crap. haha
but it's my blog.

so.. tough titties.

much love:

Drunk Girl & Dancing & Stuff.

So, we went to the Rivoli on Friday night to support the Drunk Girl team and to see some live bands and other artists. Then we pretty much hit the club for a bit to dance the night away.. ooh la la. 'twas a good night indeed! :))))

Hope you're all ready for Christmas.. cuz it's just around the corner! God knows I'm nowhere near to being ready.. :)))

On a side note.. it's my dad's 60th birthday this Wednesday. the Big ONE!

Anyhoo, here are some pix from that night (carrrrrie.. i stole one from you!)

much love:

Daydream believer.

Martini parties with fine arts students look a little something like this...

*bua ha ha ha*


I had a really really great & relaxing weekend....
...and then I came back home.

haha I'm kidding.. but seriously.. I went up to Barrie to visit my sister and her man. They just got a new hot tub.. and I've never been in one before. It was pretty fabulous. They already have lots of snow up there so, it's pretty crazy fun having to walk out into the snow in a towel and slippers and walk barefoot up some stairs covered in snow to step into a boiling hot vat of bubbling water.. haha BUT.. it was seriously the most fantastic thing ever. For real for real! Everyone needs to get themselves a hot tub.. pronto! My weekend consisted of hot tubbin, umm snacking.. lol.. dollar store raids, old-skool diner brekkiefesting.. music revivals, and doggies smooshings. I had fun.

I've been doing a whole bunch of thinking lately.
About myself.
About my surroundings.
About my choices.
All that fun stuff.

I think it's time for changes..
in my outlook
in my attitude
in my tolerance... you get the picture.

With that being said.. I think I might need to hibernate a bit.
Mostly cuz I need to sort out my shit
or sick of most of shit out there
or have a lot of shit I need to deal with
or I'm in head deep in too much shit to get a moment to breathe
you kinda get the picture..
lots of SHIT.

Happy holidays to you all. :P


I'm not perfect. Far from it.
I'm not sitting here on my thrown pointing out all the errors in peoples ways...
but it's hard to really believe in a person when they say one thing
decide one thing..
but then it's not really that way at all.
Is it??
I didn't think so.

So, I'm wondering... are people just content being doormats?
Continuing the same cycles.
They know the wrong it's caused.
They know the story well.
They've lived it time and time again.
Do they block all the bad episodes out of their head so conveniently?
Just to suit their needs for whatever short-lived temporary high or filling it gives them?
Do they honest-to-God forget why they decided that way to begin with?

Naw.. I don't think so. That's a cheap cop out.
See, I've been forgiving for a long long time.
Forgiving of the same movie scene played out over and over again in front of my eyes.

I refuse to compromise myself anymore for anyone or anything that isn't worth my time, energy, efforts, etc. I only have this life to live and I want to fill it with all the goodness that I choose to. Good friends, good times, good experiences, good shoes & good food ;) haha.. Seriously though.. but you learn to filter out the crap because in all seriousness over here... it's only your life to live. It's only you looking out for you. There is NOT one single person out there who's going to sort out your life for you. So, you learn to get rid of the bad and keep the good and appreciate the good more.

So, what it boils down to is..
what exactly is that makes people NOT stick to their guns?

Please shed some light on the situation.. cuz it's boggled my mind for years.


cuz i'm just babbling and super tired and find I'm a tad confused about everything around me as of late.


Retro Romance.

Lyrically photoshopped.

I was bored today and photoshopped some recent pix and added a bunch of lyrics from some of my favourite songs.
So sue me. :P

I'm going out now. Time to cure my *yuckies* day. :)))

much love:

You're just like a dream...

I just watched the movie 'Just Like Heaven' , which I only watched because I'm so so in love with Mark Ruffalo.. *swoooooooooon*

It basically did two things to me.... well, besides cry like a baby at the end because it was a sapfest movie.. just like i love them ;)) haha yah yah. bite me :P

it just made me love him even more haha could anyone be more amazingly cute, beautiful and so so incredibly yummy and hunky and awesome all rolled up into one package?? no no.. i think not. *faints*

ok ok.. you get the picture. haha


haaaaa.. well, i basically realized i'm going to be a very lonely and sad sad person forever and ever and ever. go team go!! because.. i WANT that most amazing feeling and love to happen to me and i'm still waiting for it to happen. where you just meet that person and you just know! i mean.. maybe not right at first.. but it's like.. well, it just works out that way.. and then it's just SO right! and i have NO idea what i'm talking about.. cuz that shit only happens in the movies right? exactly. it doesn't happen in REAL LIFE. and i know the person i am. and i know i'll never settle for something just there or stay with someone i'm unhappy with. and i know there's no such thing as the perfect love.. the perfect romance.. the perfect relationship.. the perfect man.. etc. but i know in my heart what i want and what i'm looking for.. and i just fear that's just the stuff that all little girls dream of right? it doesn't happen. it never does. but.. you see. i'd rather be alone than not have that.. haaaaaa.. that's the insane part right?? :(((( yah, i kinda figured. i'm just a little weirdo like that i guess. so.. basically.. i'm gunna wait and wait forever for something that most probably will never ever ever happen. and i'll keep watching it in the movies.. and it'll make me burst and feel all gushies and lovies and squishies inside.. and i'll continue living my life in this one big ongoing daydream.. like i've done up until now.... and i'll have crushes on guys.. and i'll move on.... but that one special moment.. that one most amazing thing that everyone is waiting to happen for their entire life.. well.. it doesn't happen for real. so, that's all. i know what i want.. i know what i feel and what i hope and wish for. i don't need to search for it. i don't need to test drive others to figure it out. so, i have insanely idealistic romantic views on how a relationship should be. so, sue me............. it won't stop me from thinking this way. feeling this way. and waiting this way.


The question here is.. how the fuck am i still so hopeful at the end of the day?