All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

Here's to an amazing 2008.

Wishing you all a very happy new year. All the best to you and your loved ones.

On a side note, even though I'm very unhappy about tonight's arrangements, I'm feeling very positive and excited for this new year to come. I know it's going to be great. : )))

Not unhappy because of where I'm spending New Years. I'm happy I'll be with my family and people who are excited to bring in the new year with me.

Not happy because ultimately, it was you who chose not to be with me. Not me. And I hate it so much that you despise the holidays and ruin it for me because of that. And I think it's something big enough to destroy us.. though I wish it wasn't.

This is how it is: I remember growing up and all the excitement my mom would have trimming the house with decorations and being always so content and happy around all the holidays.. and my dad not giving a shit and being such a killjoy. He hated them all. I don't even know if hate was a good word to use.. he was just indifferent and could give a shit about any single thing. And he let it be known. Over and over again. And he'd kill my mom's spirit. And she had lots of holiday spirit. So, there. You have it. Why it bothers me so GOD DAMN much that you hate the holidays. I don't know how to be ok with that.

So, happy new year everyone... here's to the end of this rocky year.
I'll drink to that.

How I Relate to Other People....

Mercury Conjunct Saturn with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees

You are a serious person and inclined to be somewhat inflexible in your thinking. Since you tend to be rather judgmental, you could only be happy with someone who is in philosophical agreement with you and conceptualizes the world as you do. Sometimes you are rather taciturn.

Venus Sextile Saturn with an orb of less than 1 degree

While you may not be emotionally demonstrative or sentimental, you love deeply, lastingly and loyally. You may be strongly drawn to people either much older or much younger than you are. Love, for you, has always entailed an enormous amount of responsibility.

Sun SemiSquare Venus with an orb of less than 1 degree

Your love nature is very turbulent. You form relationships impulsively and then worry it's with the wrong person. There seems to be a dichotomy between the person you know yourself to be and the person you feel you should be in order to be valued and loved.

Venus Square Jupiter with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees

You may be overly self-indulgent and inclined toward excesses of eating, drinking, sex or anything which gives you pleasure. You would not be comfortable with someone who was too reserved. You can be quite extravagant both emotionally and financially.

Mercury Sextile Venus with an orb between 1 and 5 degrees

You are creative and charming. You speak well, live well and are fond of people who have taste, wit, good manners and share your aesthetic interests. Your emotional ties must also be on your intellectual level or your interest will soon begin to wane.

Mercury Sextile Uranus with an orb between 1 and 5 degrees

You have an innovative turn of mind and may have a talent for an unusual subject. Your ideas are often considered to be ahead of your time. You can be somewhat impersonal and detached - even with close ties. You need to share controversial ideas with friends.

Are you in or out..?

You caught my fall making out on alcohol
An innocent mistake
Falling in love on accident, I didn't mean to

Constant danger, constant stranger
we started out so sweet
And now we're both feeling incomplete
oh I don't know how much I can take
We're on, we're off

We're knocked down and getting up
We try to fight it, oh the agony and ecstasy
and Its painful but it's worth it
'Cause you're so foxy and I think you're kinda good for me
oh You're so foxy

Mental earthquakes, conversation mistakes
and My army of words
I can't believe you're crawling back for more out of desire
Destiny or chemicals, emotions are susceptible
And you I can't resist
I can't seem to walk away from this
So show me how much you can take, are you in or out?

You're knocked down and getting up
You kinda like it, oh the agony and ecstasy
And its painful, I'm sorry
But you're so foxy I can't let you get away from me
'Cause you're so foxy
youre so foxy to me
im so lucky
'cause youre so foxy
So get out of my way I'm feeling so in love today
It can't be understood
And when we're feeling good its really good
oh The kind of good that feels like fate
We're back and forth

We're knocked down and getting up
We try to fight it,oh the agony and ecstasy
And its painful but it's your fault
'Cause you're so foxy and you got yourself all over me
oh You're so foxy

And I can't take it, it's hard to take it
I can't take it
Its painful but it's worth it
'Cause you're so foxy
I think you must be good for me

My dick is hard.

Girly MAN!!! lol... this is what happens when you're snowed in and bored out of yer mind. Yay for snow days and Erasure!!! : ))))))))))))))))

*** Yes..i look like ass. lol i just rolled out of bed..which is why my hair looks like a dirty rat nest.. lol and my sister Carolina didn't wanna be in the camera. ho bag.

Most prettifuL. <3

Some songs you should listen to:


I want you all over me...

like L.. A.. M.. B..

they have these on sale at Winner's for half the price!! I want it. I want it now
: ((

You know.. Christmas is just around the corner... so, GET shopping already. Pshaw.
hehe ;))))

It'll hit you one day.

My friend posted this and I thought it was kinda sweet... but kinda sad too. Anyways.. thought I'd share it with you. So, a word of advice to all of you out there: when you think you may have something good, don't be foolish and take things for granted. Because the day when you finally realize this........ well.. it may just be too late.


one day you're going to want that specific girl. that girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be for you. that girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the only way she knew she could. that girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. that girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else appreciated. that girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. and by the time you realize that's the girl you're looking for, she'll be with the guy who already knew.

Triste per te...

...triste per me.

Ti sposerò perchè...

I do what I have to do...

Just when you think it's been shattered beyond repair.. it shatters into a million pieces more.

You need a bun to bite Benny Lava?

Ok. Seriously.. you have not seen everything.. until you have seen this. It's probably the single most funniest thing I have ever seen. It's worth watching. SO, watch it now.. piss your pants.. and show everyone else.. trust me on this one. I see the nuns are gay. :))))

You're all I ever want & need.

I love you. (X infinity)