All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

And what do I want?

Quite frankly, I'm not really sure anymore. I'm waiting for some deep meaningful moment to start.. To appear in front of my eyes. But i have no idea what I'm looking for or waiting for. I was told by my counselor to do things that make me happy. What exactly makes me happy? I thought this would be easy and I could do this so effortlessly. But i have no idea what makes me happy. I dont know what hobbies i care for or things that really inspire me or motivate me or just make me feel jolly in general. I haven't the slightest clue what that is.. I haven't any idea what i want. And what makes me tick. And what makes ME happy. And that the most startling thing for me. So, how do i find this out?