All her dreams are made of strawberry lemonade . . .

Oooh numerology reports are fun.

Here's mine.  For shits and giggles.  ;)
But the verdict is in.  All the signs point towards loads of success coming my way. 
My healer has tremendous things to say about all the opportunities, love and abundance heading my way.
I am so totally beyond excited for this new year. 
Finally! I seriously deserve so much amazing things.  LOTS of amazing things. 
And looks like they're finally headed my way.  :)
Have a nice day!

Peace, love & light.
~G. .xoxo.

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The number 22 Life Path usually includes one other person that is with you or is a heavy influence on you for your entire life. You might have a tendency to see your lover and yourself as one soul or one person....
You are considered to be the more powerful and the wiser of the two master numbers. Sometimes number 22's are called the master builders in life as they are capable of imagining and then creating the huge systems and networks that support the very fabric of civilization. It is usually a 22 that is the propelling force when it comes to shifting the consciousness of great masses of people or improving the life quality of millions of people.

You are an optimistic individual who has the rare capability to manifest your higher ideals into reality. You are blessed with the ability to realize even the most far-fetched and seemingly impossible ideas. You are a clear communicator and eloquent with words.

You are natural born leader and others willingly follow your direction. Usually you are attractive in appearance. You find your soul mate very early in life and usually stay with that one person until the end of your life. Usually this soul mate is presented to you almost as a matter of grace so you can focus on the larger more important matters you are fated to attend to.


You are brilliant, inventive and above average intelligence. Others find you to be charismatic and inspirational and your life is often filled with appreciative employees and friends. Your very presence is reassuring and comforting to others and many seek out your advice and wise words. In fact, many 22's become recognized sages and spiritual gurus by the end of their life.
As part of a karmic quirk, you were probably born into wealth and privilege and it is likely you received a better education than most people. These were the tools that the cosmos gave you to excel on your life path. The only drawback of such a path is that others may become jealous and see you as "being born with a silver spoon in your mouth."

Number 22's are almost assured enormous success, prestige and fame at some point in their life. Those who don't become famous in the obvious sense are often the unsung geniuses behind progressive inventions and technology. However most 22's are not motivated to achieve as a matter of reward. If you are a 22 you probably enjoy what you do and would even do it for free.
You also make an exceptional parent, teacher, counselor and spouse. Perhaps the only t hing you may not excel at is being a follower.

You are also very emotionally balanced and a guardian of all that is harmonious and beautiful in life. As you are a great lover of art, you may also serve as a patron to artists, poets or musicians.
As you are also considered to be an enlightened number, you will also be very charitable and philanthropic during your lifetime. Many charities and organizations will benefit from your wealth, as will your relatives, friends and family.

Despite your achievement, you will also be much beloved simply because you are such a humble individual. On a metaphysical level you might even have the ability to transform negative energy into positive as you are so wonderfully connected to the divine.

You are also very at peace with both your subconscious mind and higher self. You are distinguished by your ability to apply spiritual knowledge and in a practical way. You are secure emotionally and seemingly incapable of being distracted from your chosen path. You consider yourself to be above petty emotions and resentments and accept your tasks and emotional obligations with gratitude and a noble sense of duty.

Merry Christmas!

May your days be merry and bright. :)

Peace, love & light. .xoxo.

This. All of this is you.

I have never read anything that more accurately describes you as this. 

Merry Christmas to me... and no longer having you here to ruin it for me. 

You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone.

This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry!


This one's for you, boo.

You are scum, you are scum and I hope that you know

That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show

Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go

There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else

Then you grew and became like the devil himself

Pray to god I can think of a kind thing to say

But I don't think I can, so fuck you anyway.


I used to love you.

You know I was the best thing that ever happened to you.
Now look at what you've lost.

I don't know why I used to love you..
I don't.. I don't.. I don't.


Set me free... Leave me be

Brunch love.

Now i can drown my pancakes in syrup forever. :)


Stop asking, you know all the reasons why

hey look... it's a post.

Hiya folks.    Lookie who's back!!   meeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!  

Does anyone even read this thing anymore? anyone? Bueller?

Well..... here i am.. Finally got my computer set up the other day and I was like.. hey man.. i got so much crap i can upload and update etc...  So, I should totally do that RIGHT NOW, right??? :))))


Well... There's a whole bunch of new stuff that has happened since I last posted.  For starters, I live on my own now for the past 4 months. Finally moved out of the parental unit.  I'm a big girl now!! :))    and today is officially a year since I've been = at my new work place.  So, it's all cooolio, yO.  Lots of new beginnings for sure.  So, I guess I'll just update with some pix and stuff.   Just a few pertinent pix with a couple of short descriptions. and hopefully you'll get a proper blog the next time. But anyway, here we go....


  • this is me circa 5 months ago.  i was packing my stuff up at home and came across this old leather collar i had got custom made way back in my goth days. haha good times ;-))))


 
  •  these are all the boxes i needed to pack.. oh yaaaaa boyyy. hehehe :))


  • My new place... and finally having my babies with me!!  this is Halo and Massimo.. the two boys we rescued last year.  They were found with their litter in a plastic bag in a dumpster. People are so messed up. :((((


  • My kitchen!  It's totally adorable and spacious. I love it. :))))  


  • My cousin Lisa came to visit from France for two weeks back in September. Her, my aunt and uncle stayed at my parents house for two weeks and we were up to all kinds of shenanigans for two weeks.  Was fun!  Can't wait to go visit her in France next year!! :)))))


  • My first hair cut in a long long time. Got a graduated a-line bob.. Though this picture was taken two months ago.. so, it's a touch longer now and grown out all blah-like now.  I'll fix it up next month and take a better picture.. with an actual camera and not my cell. :)) Maybe.....  (probably not. haaaa)


  • Me and Carrie up to all kinds of shite as per usual.  That's how we roll. Titz & Bitz for life.  When we gunna start all those blog ideas, girl?? hehe :))


  • Some Halloween times.   I won best costume at my work. Cuz that's how i roll.


  • Close up of my ghastly face. Yep  yep.


  • This is baby Bali.  He is a baby Holstein calf.   He is a rescue at Wishing Well animal sanctuary and I had the most wonderful pleasure of bottle feeding him. He was such a sweet doll.  Totally fell in love with him and those big eyes!  *swoooon*.


  • Me and my girls Denise, Kerri & Tanya.   Been friends with these lovely ladies for 15 years now and i totally adore them.  Such great gals. :)


  • Got to see Moist play last month! SO amazing. WHat a blast from the past.  Took me back to being 18! haha  Mind you, this was the first time i saw Moist and wasn't moshing in the pit.. or drunk.  Times have changed for sure hehe :)


  • David Usher.. dood hasn't changed one bit.


  • Also, got to meet the members of  'In My Coma'.  They opened up for Moist.  Totally cool peeps. and awesome band.  Just listening to their CD right now actually. You should check them out. :)


  • Me and Geo posing up for some Selfies post concert. woot. NXDers 4life.


  • This was that time when I played for the Argonotes last summer... the Argonauts pep band.  Me and my sister had a great time,,,even though she only fake played. haha  What a great experience. I look forward to doing it again next year.  

  • Went to California again this past summer.  This time, we checked out central coast.  Stayed in Avila Beach. How heavenly it was.  I friggen love Cali.  Would totally live there. LOVE IT. 

  • My girl Bethany drove down to Avila and stayed with us for the weekend...and showed us around. Was so good to hang out. Wish you lived closer, girl!!  Miss ya! .xoxo.


  •  Here's a picture of my adorable Christmas tree.  Yup.> Super KAWAIIIII.     And if I don't get to post before then.. i wanna say MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of you!  HAve a wicked awesome Holiday!! :)))

 

That's pretty much all.. I'm sure there's lots more to type and tell.. but it's 1am.. and i'm hella tired and wanna crash cuz I'm a little itty bitty old lady now.  Oh ya.. my sister Franca got married in January.  I don't have a photo.. and can't seem to find any for some reason.   But her and Michelle had a lovely ceremony in Niagara Falls and we all attended and it was very touching!     So, that's pretty much it.    I hope to update a bit more and be more active with my vlog channel once i get all settled into my new place and stuff...  You'd think i'd be settled after 4 months.. but no such luck. haha  Anyoo.. That's just a quick glimpse of my life right now.   Hope to write more soon.  Take care. :))))   .
~G.  xoxo.






I wanna write  a special dedication to Zodi who passed away two months ago today.    He was such a beautiful and special boy.  We are going to miss you forever.  Such a gentle and loving soul he was.  You will forever remain in our hearts.   You were the face of sweetness, gentleness and loveliness. A great and bright light went dim that day... and the sadness that overtook our hearts was immeasurable. :(((((    Rest in Peace forever dear sweet baby boy. We love you so much.. no one more than your  momma Carolina.  *hugs*  Love you both.  .xoxo.   RIP Zodiac. 


And what do I want?

Quite frankly, I'm not really sure anymore. I'm waiting for some deep meaningful moment to happen..to start.. To appear in front of my eyes. But i have no idea what I'm looking for or waiting for. I was told by my counselor to do things that make me happy. What exactly makes me happy? I thought this would be easy and I could do this so effortlessly. But i have no idea what makes me happy. I dont know what hobbies i care for or things that really inspire me or motivate me or just make me feel jolly in general. I haven't the slightest clue what that is.. I haven't any idea what i want. And what makes me tick. And what makes ME happy. And that part..is the most startling thing for me. So, how do i find this out?

What I've learned so far..

I've learned that people like to point out your mistakes, but deny their own.
I've learned that you can comfort people all you want, but the minute you need comfort, they can barely listen to a few of your own strangled lifeless lines before they bail.
I've learned that just as easily as someone can give you their love, they can take it away from you and leave you there flailing your arms about in the deep end, drowning...
I've learned that people are selfish and at the end of the day, they only care about their own immediate best interest.
I've learned that maybe I should do the same.
I've learned that nothing is definite.. or indefinite.
I've learned that your health should always be your first priority.. and that doesn't mean a number on the scale or how toned your sweet body looks. No. I don't mean those at all.  You shouldn't either.
I've learned that being able to control my feelings is nearly impossible.
I've learned that I need to start asking for help.  Cuz I'm not that strong.
I've learned that life is very different now from how it used to be.. and that there's a serious disconnect happening between people.  It makes me sad.. and slightly afraid.
I've learned that I can't trust my own judgement.  nor yours.
I've learned that I have an affinity for the sad sad songs when I feel grief stricken.
I've learned that I'm majorly fucked up. and so are a lot of people. way more than me.
I've learned that I've always enjoyed being on my own.  Maybe there's a reason for that.
I've learned that I don't know how to be mean to someone I love. Even if they deserve it.
I've learned that a promise can always be broken in love.. along with your heart. Multiple times.
I've learned that keeping secrets makes you feel ill.
I've learned that coffee is the devil. and super bad for you. on every level.
I've learned that I seem to have a lot in common with Taylor Swift and her inclination towards emotionally dysfunctional people.
I've learned a lot of her songs.
I've learned that people lie and act horribly because of their own fears and hang ups
I've learned that I'm already bored of wanting to write a new blog entry..
I've learned that naming your plants makes it much more monumental.
I've learned that it's not all in my head.  but sometimes it is.
I've learned that I have a gift.  and I should learn more about it.
I've learned that I'm really afraid of a lot of things.
I've learned that being mindful is the only way to live.  and I'm still learning.

Yet I've learned absolutely nothing at all...


i hate seagulls

I have a friend, with whom I'd like to spend anytime I can find
With ... I like sleeping in your bed
I like knowin' what is goin' on inside your head
I like taking time and I like your mind
And I like when your hand is in mine
I like gettin' drunk on the tunes by the beach
I like pickin' strawberries
I like cream-teas
And I like reading ... ghost-stories
And my heart skips a beat everytime that we meet
It's been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory
But then you're back and I am fine 'cause you're with me
And I'm in love with you


Why is Declawing still Legal in Canada??

I am against ALL types of animal cruelty.. in any shape or form.  So.. how is that one of the most inhumane things that you could ever do to an animal.. is still LEGAL in this country???  When it us mutilation and torture to your little furry baby!  This upsets me to NO ends.

For the people who have already declawed or have been thinking about it.. they probably have no idea what it really is.  It is literally the "AMPUTATION" of their last bones at the first joints!  Can you imagine someone cutting off your fingertips?? Even if they healed.. you would have pain there for the rest of your life and discomfort.  The SPCA and Humane Society and all other rescue shelters ban declawing and are 100% against it.. for obvious reasons.. because it is MUTILATION!

I feel embarrassed and sad when people from other countries look at as with horror and disgust.. knowing we allow such a barbaric procedure for our own selfish needs.   :((((

Please, if anyone is considering declawing your pet.. research it first!

Here are some very good links that you can read to be informed on such a barbaric procedure that should be illegal here in Canada as it is in most European countries and in other countries as well!

http://www.declawing.com/

STOPDECLAW.COM

Save Our Paws. com

List of vets who promote such procedures:
http://declawhallofshame.com/

info on how to get them to not scratch furniture:
http://www.declawing.com/htmls/article.htm


and a very informative good video:


watch this and then click on the link to help ban declawing in Canada!
 

SIGN THE PETITION HERE TO MAKE DECLAWING ILLEGAL IN CANADA 

 If you love your furry babies, you wouldn't even dream of torturing them with such a barbaric and horrific mutilating procedure. :(((((

Do the research.. and think again!

Make Declawing ILLEGAL in CANADA!

SIGN THE PETITION HERE TO MAKE DECLAWING ILLEGAL IN CANADA 

SIGN THE PETITION HERE TO MAKE DECLAWING ILLEGAL IN CANADA 

SIGN THE PETITION HERE TO MAKE DECLAWING ILLEGAL IN CANADA   

Cuz it's not hard to fall.. when you float like a cannonball

The crummiest of days ended with an even crummier explosion on this crummy day. :((((

My dad gave me his wedding watch today. It means a lot to me.

Happy father's day dad. I love you.


It's happening..

Yes.. That's right. What we've all been waiting for *ever soooo patiently*...

New NO DOUBT ... Soon!!! Happy birthday to meeeee!!!! ^__^

One more fucking love song, I'll be sick

I never blog anymore. I never sit at my computer anymore either.. The fact that the fans are going on it could be a reason.. Or that I don't feel like being in that office room. Who knows..

But I just discovered this new blogger app.. And that may or may not mean more blog posts.. :) we shall see.

Right now.. I'm being truly lazy in my bedroom.. But I do have a new journal thingie I bought from the the dollar store (I love it there) and hope to keep track of my overall health in it. Let's see how long that lasts..

I always seem to have a mountain of projects and ideas on the go.. And barely ever having completed any of them, I'm left feeling quite unfulfilled and unsatisfied in life. That seems to be the way i play it most days.. Trying most diligently [/lie] to break out of that mould. Let's try again, shall we?

Happy Tuesday :))))
Much love:
~G .xoxo.

it's too late.. we're undone

even if the skies get rough....... :) ♥